Monday, December 28, 2009

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Relieved in pain...

Salam to all...

Last four days, I went back to my kampung in Kuala Pilah, Negeri Sembilan, alone. Well, the first reason is that I really missed my mak angkat and my 'family' there. It's been awhile, actually, since I went back last year. Memang happy sangat perasaan nie bile I've met my grandma. She was really happy that finally I went back. My 'aunts' 'uncles' and my 'cousins' were also there. Wow! REALLY HAPPY HERE! However, even though I got a lot of things to talked about with my mak, her husband a.k.a my 'stepfather' was always with her. Actually, I don't really like him cos' he's sorta doesn't like me. You know, because I am Jamal's 'son' a.k.a my mak's ex. So, I think that he's sorta jealous of me because of I-don't-know-why. Shish... I just missed her very much, but he always in the line, blocking me to be with my mak. I could barely having chit-chat with mak. I felt really sad, but at least, I got my aunts, uncles, my grandma and my cousins to cheer me up. Haiya...

The second reason was that I want to clear up my mind that was full with problems. Lots of problems to solve. I did having fights in messages with the people that I really loved once back in KL (but not my girlfriend and my family, thank you very much, huhu...). My, only god knows how I felt on those days. Kenapa la diorang sanggup say those nasty words to me, just like they wont respect me anymore. I don't want to talk about it much. If they really love me like what they have said before, they wont do or say such words to me. After all this time, I help them, listen to them, give them courage and advices, but this is what they returned to me: Hatred, and maybe jealousy. Why? Well, I know that I did what I have to do. I felt like I am not me anymore. I'm not I've used to be... God, help me...

p/s: at least at the kampung, I felt so calm and unstressed because of the environment and the cool air. And at least, I did give my self time to think about how to solve the problems... Hurm...

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Is This The End - Zee Avi

Is this the end?
Then why does it feel
That we’d only just begun
I thought we were done

I think I’ll hang on
If you still want me
But if you don’t
I guess I’ll move on

But if you need me
Close your eyes and dream
I’ll give you back your key
But will you be happy?

Said we’ll leave it alone
But I wont be here long
And when I’m gone
I guess then we’ll know...

What Am I To You - Norah Jones

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you

Yah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you...

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Do they really make me like this...?

Do they really make me like this?

Do they really neglecting me?
Do they really wants to leave me?
Do they really hate me for being who I am?
Do they really cheated me?
Do they really played me?
Do they really make me as a joke?
Do they really stab me from my back?
Do they really take/know me for granted?

And lastly...

Do they really love me...?

Because I feels really hurt right now...
Why do I always feels that people that I love does always leaving me...?
Don't they love me anymore...?
Because I really love them so much, after god and my family...

p/s: What is really going on with my life...? God please help me... When is this 'thing' is going to stop...='(

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Pasrah-Erra Fazira

Ingin ku Sendiri
Meniti Hari
Kala Sunyi
Yang Melanda Sepi
Alam Bisu
Bagaikan Mengerti
Berakhirnya Sebuah Memori

Ingin ku Melangkah
Membawa Diri
Kerna Cinta
Yang Dikhianati
Luka Rasa Untuk Menghadapi
Pengorbanan Tidak Dihargai

Kini Aku
Dengan Segalanya
Kepedihan Itu
Masih Terasa
Apakah Salahku
Apakah Dosaku
Tuhan Berilahku Petunjukmu
Redha Dengan Kehendakmu
Cukup Kali Ini
Kau Menyakiti
Tak Usahlah Kembali
Dengan Rela Hati
Melepas Kau Pergi

Ingin ku Sendiri
Meniti Hari
Kala Sunyi
Yang Melanda Sepi
Alam Bisu
Bagaikan Mengerti
Berakhirnya Sebuah Memori

Monday, December 14, 2009

Just wait & see...

Salam to all...

Well, my emotions is TOTALLY,SUPREMELY DOWN lately... Got so many problems I had to cope with until now. Sometimes, I really don't understand, why does people will do something so reckless in order to get what they wants. Can't they just accept that sometimes, they had to let go something that they really love in order to continue life? Hurm... It doesn't mean that I hate them so much, or I just should let them be; but I did help them. I gave everything that I could give-help, advice, time, everything... I really do understand, that they're so desperate for 'it'. I know, they are dying, and I know, they really want to be with 'it', but they can't act like that; put their own live in danger, just want to show that they really want 'it'. It is totally crazy+nonsense! So now, if they don't want to listen, or follow and do as I say, well, I do feel really upset, but it's their decision. It doesn't mean that I'm giving up on them, NO! Never! But, only they could change themselves. If they still want to continue with their stupid-freakin'-reckless live, carry on. I know, it's hard for me to accept what they do because I love them very much... and I could barely watch them suffering their lives, but I already did what I did best. So now, it's their job now; to follow or to ignore, what I've been telling them for a long time. I don't know what to do or say anymore... I do feel sad right now, but I had to do this... I do really love them very much and I don't want to loose them. But I just have to wait and see what's going to happen to them in the future. It's their decision...
I know I had to do what's best for me and for them, and right now, all I had to do is just pray to god, please open their heart... So now, just wait and see...

p/s: what's is going on with them... god, I really wish I could help and change their mind...

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Nur Kasih - Yasin (OST Nur Kasih)

Lewat ini ku rasakan
Kasih kian ku dambakan
Resah hati yang ku pendam
Pada takdir dan harapan

Detik waktu dan suratan
Siapa tahu ketentuan
Ku mencari cahayanya
Dalam bayang kegelapan

Nur kasih
Nur kasih

Nasib hidup dan pilihan
Lain hukum setiap insan
Mengharapkan perjalanan
Dalam maya kesamaran

Nur kasih
Nur kasih

Aku kembali kerana masih
Mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi

Aku kembali kerana
Masih mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi

Nur nur ya nur kasih
Nur ya nur kasih
Nur nur kasih
Nur kasih

Thursday, December 10, 2009


I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to
Let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time comin
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-'leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down
and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

The Wind Beneath My Wings-Bette Midler

Oh, oh, oh, oh

It must have been cold there in my shadow
To never have sunlight on your face
You were content to let me shine, that's your way
You always walked a step behind

So, I was the one with all the glory
While you were the one with all the strength
A beautiful face without a name for so long
A beautiful smile to hide the pain

Did you ever know that you're my hero
And everything I would like to be
I can fly higher than an eagle
you are the wind beneath my wings

It might have appeared to go unnoticed
But I've got it all here in my heart
I want you to know, I know the truth, of course I know it
I would be nothing without you

Did you ever know that you're my hero
You're everything I wish I could be
If could fly higher than an eagle
you are the wind beneath my wings

Did I ever tell you you're my hero
You're everything, everything I wish I could be
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle
you are the wind beneath my wings
Cause you are the wind beneath my wings

Oh, the wind beneath my wings
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings
Fly, fly, fly away, you let me fly so high
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings
Fly, fly, so high against the sky
So high, I almost touch the sky
Thank you, thank you, thank God for you
The wind beneath my wings

Team Edward vs. Team Jacob...

p/s: Twilight saga rulezz...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

The Ghost Of You - My Chemical Romance

I never said I’d lie in wait forever
If I died, we'd be together now
I can’t always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever

Get the feeling that you’re never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs, in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Outing with her... Wiehaa!!!

Salam to all...

Hari nie, I went out with my girlfriend for a movie! Kitorang tengok citer Twilight Saga:New Moon. Fuh... memang best. Well, kitorang takde la pergi jauh sangat, takat tengok wayang kat Brem Mall jew(sebab dekat sangat. Bagus kan!?). Macam biasa, kalau girls dapat tengok 'hot bods' Taylor Lautner a.k.a Jacob Black dalam movie tue tadi, mesti banyak komen, kan? Termasuk la my girfriend, sampai kekadang tue bikin I jelez ar jugak ngan Taylor. kikiki... Tak pe, 1 day nanti, I mesti apat hot biceps n body macam dia jugak nanti. ahakz! Well, at least hari nie dapat release tension semalam. Happy jer ngan dia. Ape2 hal pun, batas2 pergaulan masih kena jaga, x bley lebey2 haa... huhuhu... Whatever it is, hari nie memang bikin ++ romantik antara kitorang berdua. kikiki. Sebelum gi tengok wayang, sempat lagi gi 'karaoke jamban'. Dapat la jugak sambar 5 lagu. ahakz... Best dapat nyanyi duet ngan dia. Suara dia boleh tahan jugak la( I x nak komen cara pro. huhu...). So, hari nie really did make my day...

p/s: Jangan jelez ar... huhu...

What a night... TENSION!!!!!

Salam to all...

Malam nie, I barely sleep cos' I feel like sort of pening-pening sket. Banyak problem la hari nie. Ada pulak yang nak desak2 I malam2 nie, kononnya nak paksa I bagitau some stupid 'secrets'. Should I? Buat ape I bagi tau? For me, some thing was ment to be kept in silence. Buat masa nie, I feel like I don't have to tell anyone about the 'secrets'. well, come on laa, takkan pasal I tak nak bagitau that 'thing', dia nak panas2, bengang2, pastu nak marah2 pulak? Hello, I know that dia memang desperate nak taw that 'secrets' tapi I just can't tell it. It is not the best time nak bagitau dia. Why la people always love to push me a lot? I'm tired of this 'things' already; pusing2, paksa2, marah2 and sewaktu dengannya. Tolong laa... Dah takde keje lain kew? What la!? I really don't like the way dia cakap dengan I. I cakap baik2, dia lagi mau marah2. I know that dia adalah one of my best friends who I always ask for advices, but come on, boleh tak dia give me a break? Tak boleh ke kalau dia tak desak2? Pleeaaaazzzzeee!!!!! Kang bila I tak cakap, dia kata I macam2; tapi bila I cakap kang, dia pening2 kepala. I just tak nak dia terlampau pening2 kepala pasal the 'secrets'. I really hope that she would understand... ='(


Monday, December 7, 2009

Days that never ends...

Everyday, everytime,
Things came out,
Bothering the minds
Of the of the living-brained things
That god has created...

Everyday, everytime,
Such problems
Would easily appear
In humans life,
But hard to cope with...

Every single people
Would think, would try,
Would do anything
To solve such problems...

God will always test,
Every single human
That lives in this world,
Easy or hard, depends...

Most test that god created
Will make us remember him
Every single time,
The human breath...

Test that human could cope with,
God created,
Easy or hard, depend on people...

Days would never ends,
With every single test
That we have to solve
From time to time,

P/s: God will always test us, whether it is with good or bad type of test, just to mak us remember him...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

A really great day!

Salam to all...

Yesterday, my family as having a baby shower party or 'Majlis Cukur Jambul' for my niece@little princess, Amirah Maisarah. Well, we did having a great day yesterday. The ladies from the marhaban group, fantastic! The kids, uncontrollable! Ye la, dah ramai2. over-excited ar diaorang. huhu... The food, SSLLLLRRUUUUPPP! Sambal Ikan keli+sayur kobis goreng+nasi putih yg manyak wangi punye(cos' they put bawang gorng inside. kikiki...)+ my mak ngah's mee hoon goreng. Kenyang siowt! huhuhu...

Then, at that night, as usual, my family's Manchester United's clan start tercongok kat depan tv sebab ada game versus ngan west ham united. Ape lagi, at the first half, memang kitorang banyak bunyi cos' tak gol2. Tapi, masa the final seconds for the halftime, Scholes golkan 1 point. Wieehaa!!! Then, masa the second half, Valencia, Gibson, and Rooney added some more goals. 4-0 beb! Gile ar. As a conclusion, stay-up kitorang malam tue memang berbaloi. Huhuhu...

p/s: happy days should always berterusan sampai bile2. kikiki...

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Atoii ai.. Demam ar pulak...

Salam to all...

Last monday, I went for my STPM's Sejarah Malaysia&Asia's exam. You know, at that time, I'm sooo sick! Aisey, it really bothering me, man! I started demam since last night, where I thought that I wanted to stay up to study sejarah, but before that, I went to 'the bank to threw out my big money' thing (if you know what I mean, good for you! huhuhu...) You know what, I bleeded! Lots of blood came out while I'm doin' 'it'. Sakit siot! Aisey... then, I thougt that I wanted to stay studying, but suddenly, my body felt sooo damn tired, sakit2 badan dah start terasa... I tak tahan dah, I went out to my ruang tamu, grab my sweater and socks, then terus tido macam nenek tua... nasib baik sempat study (sket laa...).

The next day, I went for the exam. memang dah tak tahan dah, 2 bijik panadol dah I telan. sampai je kat perhimpunan masa nak cek suhu badan, well, that temperature reader can't read my exact suhu at that time. cheh... So, masa I nak start exam, again, my body started to feel tired. Eventhough I didn't sleep while I'm 'examing', I started mamai... penin2... Arrgh! Tah ape I tulis merapu pun I tak tau. Bile I read back my answer, mcm2 merapu. I erase balik my essay and made a new one. I did manage to answer all the question, but I went out early cos' I can't wait anymore. DAh tak tahan dah...

So, I straight went to my adik angkat(faizul's) house, and terus tido. I've planned to go to the clinic on that day, but faizul went back late. cheh... Then on that night my teacher a.k.a mama, Pn Norlaila and her 3 beautiful daughters (all university's student, siowt!) came. She told that I'm to tense about the exam(exactly!), same as what has happened to one of her daughters before. That's why I got my stupid fever! I ate 1 bijik of uphamol 500 and went back to sleep at 10pm. But hey, I woke up at 2.45 am, amd I felt the fever is gone! So ape lagi, I terus study P.Perniagaan 2 paper until 4am today. kikiki... best giler!

p/s: hope it will never happen again after this... CHEH!

Monday, November 30, 2009

I belong To Me - Jessica Simpsons

I belong to me
Ohh yeah

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you

It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one, not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in baby
That who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I don't want to be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give all my love
But I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one, not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

Love don't mean changing who you are
To be who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me (I belong to me)
I don't belong to you (Don't belong to you)
My heart is my possession (Oh, baby)
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one, not half of two (One, not half of two)
And if you're gonna love me (If you're gonna love me)
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

Friday, November 20, 2009

Well... Here goes...

Salam to all...
Well, since eveything turns out, at least, 'okay' for now, the thing that I'm focusing right now, is the STPM!!! God, help me!!...

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Dah nak exam, tapi MACAM2 MASALAH!!!

Salam to all readers...

1: Fuh... kali nie memang bengang glew ar... dah nak exam, tapi macam2 mslh. Ada orang nak cari gado la, touching2 la, ape la... macam2 lagi. ntah, I also don't know what the hell is bothering their mind! Tue la, when seseorang x dapat berfikir secara matang, mcm2 bleh jadi. But still, i keep sabar all the time. I don't know when I will I blow up, cos' I don't want to... But 'till when it'll becoming worse, I'll show THE REAL ME! I keep hiding my other self for a long time....

2: My heart felt like hell when my '2 years-history' just did happened for the last few days; which is somebody wants to cari gado dengan I. Why does this thing have to happen to me? I don't know, actually, but still what I feel now is God wants to show something to me. I don't know what is it, but still I can feel it. Right now, actually, I felt so terrible...

3: Sometimes, I don't know, why do I really love my adik angkat so much. I soo damn care about my adik angkat. I know that I always gonna support my adik angkat. I don't care anything happen to me, as long as my adik angkat is safe. I don't care what the people gonna talk about, but I know that I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH! Not only him, but all my other adik angkat too. We just like a family. I don't want anything to happen between all my 'siblings' cos' I love them soo much. Hopefully, God will listen to my heart...

I'm truly don't know what is going to happen to me next, but I always pray to God so everything is going to be okay...

Oh' ALLAH, I hope that you can hear me... I really hope that nothing bad is gonna happen to my all my family when I'm not around... Give me strength, and give me faith so I could pimpin all of them, eventhough we don't have the same blood relationship... I love them very much... Again, I really hope that YOU will listen to my doa'... Amin...

Friday, November 6, 2009


When you feel happy towards a person;
When you feel sad and worry towards a person;
When you feel like you can't live without that person;
When you feel like you missed that person so much;
When you feel like you have to meet the person everyday;
When you pray for the person everytime;
When you feel like you have to take care of the person;

It shows that you LOVE that person soo much.

p/s: I love everyone...

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Feeling down right now...


Sunday, September 20, 2009


p/s: Rayo!Rayo!Rayo

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Finally, It's a BABY GIRL!!!!

15 September = 26 Ramadhan 2009
Hari Bersejarah bagi keluarga Rouzana & Razali
Dan kerabat keluarga Taspin!
Dapat gak baby girl!!!
I've waited for a long time to have a niece.
Raya paling best untuk tahun nie.
Congrats to Abang Hairul & Kak Mas...
p/s: Alhamdulillah , syukur...
To all readers, boleh tak reccomend any names ( tapi taknak la yang pelik2). TENGKIU!!!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Ramadhan Datang Lagi...

Perginya bulan Syaaban...
Tibanya bulan Ramadhan...
Antara bulan paling Mulia...

Selama sebulan kita berpuasa...
Menahan lapar dan dahaga...
Menahan hawa nafsu...

Seluruh Pintu syurga dibuka seluas-luasnya...
Seluruh Pintu Neraka ditutup serapat-rapatnya...
Segala Iblis dan Syaitan diikat...
Memberi ruang kepada kita...
Untuk mengawal segala-galanya...

Ganjaran pahala ditingkatkan berganda-ganda...
So, apa lagi?
Banyak-banyak la beribadat...
Ibadat Wajib jangan ditinggalkan...
Ibadat sunat ditambah-tambahkan...

Solat Sunat Tarawih hanya dilakukan dalam bulan Ramadhan aja...
Ringan-ringankanlah diri untuk berjemaah bersama...
Sedekah jangan lupa bagi...
Tak kisah, pada sesiapa...
Tapi utamakan yang miskin dahulu...
Moga-moga berlipat ganda pahala
Kita peroleh...

Puasa tu puasa jugak...
Tapi jangan lupa,
Bila berbuka, jangan melampau...
Sikit-sikit sudahla...
Jangan membazir...

Malam hari...
Jangan lupa...
Banyakkan Solat Sunat...
Baik Tahajjud mahupun Istikharah...
Moga-moga dapat petunjuk...
Rahmat dari-NYA...
Tunggu aja...
Insyaallah, kalau ada rezeki...
Dapatlah kita...
Jumpa malam Laulatul Qadar...

p/s: Selamat mengerjakan puasa, ya! Don't try to ponteng2 pose pulak, k!
Kumengharapkan Ramadhan Kali ini Penuh Makna...

Tuesday, August 4, 2009


What is friends?
In my opinion, friends is someone that we know whether for a long time or just this instant. But when they becomes your BEST FRIENDS, for me, they are just like your family, your siblings. You went out with them together, have fun, chit-chatting, sharing secrets, gaduh-gaduh but then happy again, and so on.

But I don't quite understand one thing:
Why does when we love them so much, they will be like, sometime, they mock us for nothing, or maybe we just having fun jer, itu pun nak marah ker?

Kadang-kadang, when I think back, why should I be friend with someone that usually mock us?
Buang masa jer. But, when I think twice, siapa nak kawan orang macam diorang selain saya sendiri. Kesian jugak, tapi itulah masalahnya. Tak ada budi bahasa. Susah la nak kawan macam nie. Kalau orang lain, mesti dah jadi gaduh punya. I don't know about other people, tapi I'm not that kinda person. Insyaallah, I am a patience one. Sebab I sayang kat all my friends la I sabar. Kalau orang lain, most probably dah putus kawan dah.

And then, why must we hate eachother?
Dalam Islam, even our Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) give forgiveness to his Ummat, but why can't us? Of course that we are not him, but we should follow his WAY. Forgive eachother eventhough you can't forget what has they done to you. It is better then revenging. Tak baik macam simpan dendam.

Other than that, why must we be RACIST or to 'sombong'@choosy?

For me, eventhough you are Malay, Indian, Chinese, black or white people, Prime Ministers' son/daughter, Kings' son/daughter, rich or poor, we still have the same blood colour, that is red. Why must we bring down eachother? We should unite in order to carry on our life together, an that makes our life colourful and happier. Who are we, to judge people? Only GOD could judge us. Maybe we could judge from the outside, but only GOD could judge from the inside (hati budi, etc...)

That's what happening nowadays. Stop being ego. Jangan cakap besar, sebab itu namanya RIAK/TAKBUR namanya. God hate that kind of people. Terlajak perahu boeh diundur, terlajak kata, ... . Kerana mulut badan binasa. We must always remember, only God is The Most Greatest of all. Everything that we have in this world, our success, the earth, the universe, all of it belongs to Him. Remember, who we are...

Sunday, August 2, 2009

What la!!!

Hari ini...
Ku rasakan sesuatu yang ganjil dalam diriku...
Aku tidak boleh berbuat apa2...
Cuma boleh dibiarkan sahaja...
Aku terpaksa...
Memboringkan diriku pada saat2 ini...

p/s: x pe ar, amik bantal, pi tido lagi best!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Finally, It's Over!!!

For 15 weeks, Ive been waiting, To finish what I've start before.

Today is my last day of attending Rakan Muda Seni Budaya's Vocal, Guitar & Drum Class (I am the vocalist). Well, frankly speaking, today is the day that we need to perform onstage. Haiya...

First of all, it started quite badly, which means it happened like not what I've expected. The female lead singer came too late today ( after the show ends... haiya... ), my other backup singers does'nt memorize their lyrics, lots of out pitched, and lots more... For crying out loud, I felt terrible at that moment. Shish...

I don't want to tell the full story 'cos it's embarassing. Thank god that there are only few people who came to our 'gig' today. Frankly speaking, today's show was messed up. To tell the truth, boleh kata la, I am one of the savior for that day. Because of the other singer did quite bad, I did help them.

However, I can't just blame them because we don't have enough time to practice 'cos we only practice on Saturday within the 15 weeks (Itu pun dorg kejap dtg, kejap x dtg... cheh. Tu la diorg...)

But whatever it is, It ended nicely. We did singing duet with our teachers by singing Dan Sebenarnya(Yuna's) and Kasih (Hetty Koes Endang). Best giler, duet ngan Professional singer.
And then, my should-be-duet partner pun sampai. X kisah la, dia lewat pun, suara dia mantap giler! While the audience are enjoying their hi tea, we have entertained them with our favourite song that is Kaulah Segalanya (Broery Marantika). I'm soo happy!

Then, its time for us to makan, and our teachers continueing the band. Best and klaka giler! Kikiki!

Then, it's time for us to go back home. I'm staring to miss all of them, but we'll meet again at an occasion where I'm going to perform with them someday.

Well, that's my day. Thank you, teachers, thank you Rakan Muda Seni Budaya!

p/s: Missed them always...

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

A Great Lost...

When I heared that she collapsed and having stroke, I was so shocked. Few days later, when the news that she passed away showed on the news @ Bulletin Utama TV3, I felt like it was a way too sad for me. But still, I kept calm. I know that most of the people who worked with her; her friends and family members felt the same as I am, but more to the heartbroken way. I was speechless at that time.

She was the best filmmaker that I've ever known. I've always wished that I could be part of her movies (acting in her movies) and also in her short films . Her movies ( Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin, Talentime etc...) was the best movie that I've ever watched. It is just so great.

I know that she want to show to the people what is the real life is, spontaneousy, by producing movies and shortfilms and tv breaks. She's not like other producers , in my opinion, who likes to produce such fiction and non-fiction movies. She's expressed her motivation and psychology by producing movies and shortfilms and tv breaks. Maybe,some people could'nt accept her movies cos' its sort of showing what is really happening to our lives nowadays, but I do! Well, that is the life nowadays, people! Accept it!

Just now, I went to Adflin Shauki's blog, he mentioned that he is so awfully sad. Like this :

"My mind is so messed up right now, i have to write my thoughts down. At 12am sunday as i am having supper with my wife, Zahim, Pia and some friiends at the Esplanade in Singapore. I received an sms which was later confirmed by her brother that "Yasmin Ahmad had passed away".

I was dumbfounded. My mind felt numb. I knew that after the stroke happened, that things wasn't going that great, but her condition was stable. I wasn't ready for it.

Then it hit me, the magnanimity of the event which was just made known to me...

Today we have lost a great Malaysian.

Today we have lost someone who greatly loves her country and those who live in it.

Today we have lost a great voice of reason....

Today we have lost a mentor.... an inspiration ... a friend."

She has done everything for the people in Malaysia. Maybe they don't know, but I realised most of the things by watching her movies and shortfilms:

1. Unite the people within all the races.
2. Love and respect eachother
3. It is okay to speak in other languages
4. This is what life is, that people could'nt barely accept for now.
5. Broaden your mind with the life now.
6. Carry on with your life, eventhough bad things happened to you.
7. Remember that god always be by your side and watching us , everytime.

And many more...
This is what I called "Movie psychology".

Well, there goes the Best Filmmaker that I've ever known. I Adored her. And now, I missed her as a fan of her films...

Goodbye, Yasmin Ahmad...
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat keatas roh-mu...

p/s: Hope that there are filmmakers like her, someday...
I will always missed her and all her movies, shortfilms and tv breaks forever ...

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Attention 2 All Bloggers / Readers

Hi korang.

I've created my second blog: If you guys hve any idea on what info should I put: celebrities/ musics/ movies/ latest news/ anything, whether it's in Bahasa Melayu or English, please leave your comment on the shoutbox provided in my blog ( any of my blog, blueshirtboy pun bleh/ theinfoidea pun bleh. sama je cos it is connected. ). Thanks 4 your cooperation and happy reading my blogs! TQ.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Introducing... -[ THE MASK OF FURIOUS 5 ]-



Haa... If you guys read the story " Hellish Nightmare Turns To Heaven Dreams " that I wrote before, I did mention about my dance group. So, I'm presenting you, The Mask Of Furious 5!


Name: Muhammad Haziq

Nickname : Chiko

Age: 19

Position: Founder/Dancer

Name- Mohd Yusof



Position-Lead Choreographer/Dancer

Name- Megat Zaim Syamim

Nickname- Megat/ Amim


Position- Dancer

Name: Mohd Hashim

Nickname: Hashim

Age: 16

Position : Dancer

Name: Megat Zaim Zhafir

Nickniame: Megat/Aper



-Best Performance for Teachers' Day Celebration 2009 ( Medley JaiHo+Pokerface )
-1st Dancing group ( Boys only ) have danced on the school stage, EVER!

p/s Giler ah... cam kenal je org yg jadi Fouder/pengasas tuh. sape la mamat yg ensem tuh? kuikuikui...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Grease Lightning!

Grease (1978)
A Must SEE Movie!

This story is about musical love comedy which happened towards the students in Rydell High School. Best giler!!!

The main actors are John Travolta and Olivia Newton-John ( my favorite singer nih... )

Overall: Klaka giler, x kering gusi, Retro, romantic n lots of top chart songs!!!
The top songs in this movie:
Summer Nights
Hopelessly Devoted To You
Greased Lightning
You're The One That I Want

Mesti tengok!!!

p/s: If you want to see the trailer, find it on youtube, gerenti mesti bleh dpt punye!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Are you OK?

Answer this questions with you own heart. Stop cheating yourself cos' if you are, then it means that you are cheating on other people too ...

1. If you smile on the outside, but your heart does not, is that what you call OK?

2. If you be friends with people, but you hate them, is that what you call OK?

3. If you help somebody,but you are asking for return, is that what you call OK?

4. If you are sick, but you say to people that you are not, is that what you call OK?

5. If you fall in love on the outside, but in your heart, you already have someone else, is that what you call OK?

6. If you have not finished your homework/assignment, but you say that you did finished it, is that what you call OK?

7. If you are eating rice, but you say that you are eating Maggi Mee, is that what you call OK?

8. If you are watching Digimon, but you say that you are watching Ultraman, is that what you call OK?

9. If you have a chance to become good, but you still wanna be as bad as you can, is that what you call OK?

10. If your family love you, but you say they are not, is that what you call OK?


p/s: Are you REALLY OK!?

Thursday, June 11, 2009

My opinion : MALAYSIA is GOING DOWN!!!

My mom once told me that she read an article from The Times magazine (forgot the date, sorry... it's along time ago...) about Penbangunan Malaysia, the world thinker said that the Pembangunan in Malaysia is just like a TIME BOMB, waiting to blow and destroying the country itself. I think it's true (totally true!).

We can see the truth by judging the one of the main thing that is important for upgrading Malaysia's status, that is the Economy. Nowadays, the economy is going down, right?

Tau tak pasal apa ekonomi Malaysia semakin merudum?

In my opinion, this thing happened because of one word:'UNTUNG'

People nowadays keep thinking about "I want to get rich faster!"/"Money is everything!"/" Create more buildings gains more money!" or anything that is about money. Some people may think that it's normal but for me, that is totally INSANE.

If the people, including all the Ministers themselves, doesn't think about money, I don't think that all of this would happened. For example, we could see that there are too many abandoned buildings in Malaysia such as houses, apartments, office buildings, and even shopping complexes. They have wasted lots of money for creating such buildings and I know, their mind have been set one thing : The more builings they built, the more people living/buying the place/building, the more profit they could get. But in the end, if there's luck, it's good, but if unlucky, opposite will happen.

Not even that, we could also see the truth by the people who's selling Nasi Lemak. Nak jual nasi lemak punya la mahal, kononnya nak untung lebih. But in the end, nobody's gonna buy cos' it's too expensive. Rugi kan?(contoh...)

Besides the economy, the word UNTUNG also effected the nature itself. Builidig lots of building brings harmness to the nature (cheh, cam catchy je bunyinyer...huhu...). Don't you see, nowadays, there are lots of building in Malaysia. Banyak bukit-bukau yang dah botak, lack of greenery, sebab nak bina bagunan yang ntah hape2 ntah (rumah la, ofis la, ape la)? Don't you feel that the oxygen in the world is getting low because of the word UNTUNG? What are they thinking? Can't they just stop thinking about money? They should stop making excuses like "We do this for the country." or "This is for the citizens in this country." because this word is destroying the nature in the country. The Malaysian Ministers should be aware about this. Diorang patut hentikan pembinaan bangunan yang terlampau dengan serta-merta sebab actually, they are the one who is destroying Malaysia and even the world. Even the penganjur also should stop this madness. They should think about the future of the nature in the world cos' for me, they are KILLING the future.

p/s: Stop thinking about UNTUNG/MONEY, for ONCE!!! Tolong buat fikirkan dahulu sebelum laksanakan sesuatu. Buatlah sesuatu pekerjaan itu dengan ikhlas(sincere), jujur, dan gunakan otak! Save Malaysia, Save the world!!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

My Favourite SPOT!!! ;-]

Actually, bukan spot ape, it's my favourite spot in my bedroom! huhuhu...

Maklum la, orang x de meja kan, mini almari pun jadi-lah. I think, i would consider it as my mini-library! kikiki...

Well, the 'highest floor' the section where i LOVE to put my collections including my awards a.k.a BEST ACTOR for ENGLISH DRAMA COMPETITION for DISTRICT LEVEL(Form 5-2007), Bahasa Melayu's Public Speaking's(Form Lower 6-2008) and Bahasa Melayu's Sajak Competition(Form3-2005) , my late gramp's(belah ayah) stick(he was a policeman before), my blue BUM wristwatch, Malaysian Flag (Saya Anak Jati Malaysia!), my Garfield doormark, mugs, a mini teddy bear, pink Bunga Telor (Given by my GF masa his brother's wedding. I was her brother's pengapit! huhu), my guitar pick( If you can see, the red pick is my father's, and other 2 was presents by my 'BAIK-PUNYA-COUSIN' Oxy!(Thanks, gurl! The Taspinos Rulez), a no-batteried Casio Calculator, and others. I memang suka kumpul barang2 mcm nie. ahakz!
The 'second-floor' is the section where I like to put study books (as you can see, there's lots of History books a.k.a. Sejarah Malaysia, Sejarah Asia Tenggara+Timur+Barat, Sejarah Tamadun Dunia & Tamadun Islam, this is because, I LIKE TO LEARN HISTORY beginning from last year...), then, ada Dictionary a.k.a Kamus Dewan, Pengajian Perniagaan Paper 2 (The big green one...), motivation books, and revision books.
Form 6'ses must study 'smard' (Smart+Hard) cos' we just have 1 1/2 year only! After we've finished STPM, we all gonna move on to Degree Level! WOOOHOOO!

The 'Third-floor' is where I like to put my magazines (not ammo's or bullets, but book-type-magazines) and some storybooks. Ada majalah Maskulin (I am one of the BIG FANS), Klik (also a BIG FAN), Remaja, some books from Glenn Singleton such as Magic Tricks and 1001 Gross Jokes, Disney's Storybooks, Origami books, The Supernaturalist(Novel) and also the cute alien who took care of my book since then a.k.a CJ-7. ahakz!

The 'last-floor' is where I like to put most of the novels that my mom and I bought. Kitorang punya favourite novelist includes Jackie Collins, Zaifulzaman Ahmad, James Patterson, dan macam2 lagi(most of them makes Horror+Thriller novels). Both of us could be considered as Hantu Novel or 'Novel Fans' because both of us like to read novels (sooo MUUCCHH!!!) As you can see, we have stacks of novels, you know. We've read all of it but still, we keep read and read, cos' the story is sooooo coooollll....

The final spot, where I like to put my brother+me acoustic guitar. Well, both of us like to play guitar. Everytime if our family is having a gathering or picnic, kitorang mesti main guitar sampai kadang2 berebut2. huhuhu...
(Actually, this spot is not considered as the guitar spot because the guitar 'love' to 'walk' to other destinations in my house. lol ;-]...)

p/s: Dah x de keje, mlalut2 plak.... kikiki...

Monday, June 1, 2009


1.Apakah hubungan awak dengan dia?
Dia adalah junior saya di sekolah. Tak kira lah, selagi umur dia lebeh kurang dari saya, dia tetap junior saya. huhuhu...

2.5 impression terhadap dia?
e.pandai jaga secrets/choosy

3.Perkara yang paling memorable yang dia telah lakukan kat awak?
Entah lah. Banyak la. I think most of the thing that she'd done for me is memorable. kikiki ;-]

4. Perkara paling memorable yang dia kata kat awak?
Ape ek? Entah la, dia banyak cakap. lol;p

5. Kalau dia kekasih awak... awak akan...
HOOOOO!!! Cannot one, cos' she's my friend's sister. kikiki:P

6.Kalau dia jadi musuh awak, awak akan...
Win back her heart to be friend with me again. Yes!

7.Kalau dia kekasih awak, awak akan mintak dia improve dalam...
Nak improve ape ek, cos' right now, I fell like she's done everything good for herself. I think...

8. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak... mungkin kerana...
Saya gaduh ngan abang dia. huhuhu. But I will never gado with her bro cos' we just like brothers.

9. Overall impression tentang dia?
Dia boleh kahwin dengan sesape je sebab she's good in lots of things. lol ;p

10. The most desireble thing to do for her/him?
Protect her in school. Ye lah, she's my best friend's sister kan. huhu.

11. Apakah awak rasa tentang pandangan orang terhadap awak?
Entah. Kalau ok, ok lah. Kalau x, I'll try to improve myself.

12. The character of you for yourself?
Kuat mem'buzy'kan diri. huhuhu...

13. On contrary, the character that you hate about yourself?
Kuat terasa, touching. Buruk prangai nih...

14. The most ideal person you want to be with?
Ramai tak terkata. wakakaka...

15. For the people who likes you... tell something 4 them...
- 1st of all, tengkiu very much 4 liking me.
- Korang memang cool
- Korang memang best
- hope that god bless you all

16. Ten people you would tag?

p/s: baik punye counterattack! lol;]

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Aiyaa... Kena Tagged Pulak!

I've been tagged by my school junior, Izdyhar !!! Wachaa!!!

1.Beside your lips, which your favourite spot to get kissed?
Of course my cheek! kikiki...;p

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
31/05/09-Frustrated cos' my big bro's PS2 rosak.
Melepas peluang...

3:Who was the last person/people you took photos with?
My cousin az-rain a.k.a oxygen-me and my brothers. [yesterday masa tengah jamming main guitar hero. Wiehaa ;)]

4.Would you considered yourself spoiled?
No. I am independent man, ok. Siape la jantan yang x reti jaga diri tu? huhuhu 0_0

5.Will you ever donate blood?

6.Do you want someone 2 be dead?
a. The zionist who killed so many innocent people
b. People who are cold hearted.

7. What does you last text message says?
opss, private! huhu;}

8. What are you thinking right now?
How to finish this tag questions. kikiki...

9.Have you ever have a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Of course ada. Ramai!

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
No. I just wanna be alone. tapi kalau boleh, I wanna be with my GF...

11. What was the time you went to bed yesterday?
12.30 am. Tired daa...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
The Store Jalan Ipoh. RM60++ tau. huhu;-]

13. Who was the last persom who text message you?
My classmate, Ayuni. x]

14. Is someone on you mind right now?
My GF...

Any body who read my Tagged-lah. Muahahaa!!!

Saturday, May 30, 2009


Sick, Pain, Agony...

When I just woke up this morning, I still felt all the sakit2 lepas menari semalam;

1.Sakit lengan
2.Sakit lutut
3.Sakit pinggang
4.Sakit belakang, atoi...
5.Tangan lenguh, haiya...

and last but not least,

6.Sakit hati!!!

Memang tak adil lansung cos' my final year of Teachers' Day Celebration turned out horrible, but thank god, He gave The Mask Of Furious 5 second chance to carry on with our show. Alhamdulillah. But right now, I just need somebody to urut my back. Haiya...

p/s: URUT PLEASE!!!!! Cakit nie... uweeekkk!!!

Friday, May 29, 2009

Hellish Nightmares turns to Heaven Dreams... (Part 2)

Continued from part 1...

Lepas tu, kitorang bergerak ke tapak permainan di belakang sebuah surau yang berdekatan dengan sekolah kitorang.

Sampai hati dia buat macam nie. Tak ada hati perut langsung... Malu lah kita, dia halau kita depan orang ramai... Kita nak buat persembahan untuk dia jugak, tapi, ini yang dia balas kat kita... Aku tak puas hati lah. Mana perginya budi bahasa dia, boleh main Bapak2 pulak. Lepas tu, tuduh kita biadap dengan dia, Aku rasa, dia yang biadab ada la. Cakap pun tak beralas...

Macam2 keluar dari mulut kitorang. Syamim ngan Zhafir dah meleleh. Termasuklah Ucop yang dah sekian lama berkorban macam2 untuk performance sekolah. "Abang Haziq macam mana, kan abang ada banyak show? Kesian abang..." cakap Syamim. "Alah nak buat macam mana, dah dia dah halau..." I said. "Kalau kita tak buat show hari ni, kalau abang tak buat show, mesti kucar kacir kan," kata Ucop. " Memang pun. Kalau kita tak buat show, mesti cikgu2 kat sekolah 100% salah kan dia. Baru padan muka dia!" Kata Syamim. "Tapi aku malu lah nak jumpa ngan Cikgu Laila. Aku kesian tengaok dia, mesti dia nangis, kan?" Kata Zhafir, air matanya meleleh.

Nak dipendekkan cerita, Ucop ajak kitorang pergi dari situ, tapi I cakap I tak boleh pergi mana2 sebab I takde duit. Tapi entah macam mana, hati Ucop tersentak untuk balik semula ke sekolah. Walaupun Syamim hampir putus asa, dia ikut jugak kitorang pergi ke bus stop depan sekolah kitorang. Then, ada sorang pengawas ngan security tadi cakap Cikgu Laila nak jumpa kitorang, tapi, kitorang dah hilang. Terus, pengawas tue(Eusof) panggil Mama kitorang.

Rupanya, bukan Mama je yang datang, Cikgu Mazlin Kaunselor sekolah( Pn.Fazliah, Pn.Salya dan En. Saiful Razel) dengan PK HEM sekolah (En. Ab.Samad) datang, makcik Embun ngan Makcik Mon pun ada datang pujuk kitorang balik ke sekolah untuk teruskan rancangan kitorang pada hari ni. Makcik Mon menangis depan kitorang sambil berkata, "Tadi, pengawal, pengawas ngan makcik2 skali dia tengking cakap kenapa kami bagi korang masuk. Makcik sedih tau, makcik kesian kat korang yang nak buat persembahan untuk cikgu2. Korang dah berlatih lama." "Dia memang macam tu, dengan makcik yang lebih tua ni pun dia tak hormat. dia boleh tengking makcik satu hari tu, dia suruh makcik jangan senyum2 dengan pelajar dan guru2 sekolah ni, sedangkan budak2 selalu bagi salam kat makcik," sambung makcik Embun. Apa yang I tak boleh lupakan masa diorang pujuk tu ialah kata2 Pn.Fazliah; " Apa yang awak semua buat pada hari ni memang mulia. Awak semua sanggup terima dugaan ini semata-mata nak memberi sumbangan kepada guru2 di sekolah ini. Tapi, awak semua tak boleh putus asa macam ni sebab bukan kami sahaja, semua warga sekolah ini mengharapkan kedatangan awak semua untuk membuat persembahan untuk menghiburkan cikgu2 dan rakan2 awak. Kami perlukan awak. " "Kalau awak nak tahu, satu sekolah tahu cerita kes ini tau. Semua orang rasa tak puas hati dengan dia sebab perkara ini."

"Takpe lah, nanti cikgu cakap dengan dia." kata Pn.Fazliah lagi. Macam2 lagi cikgu2 lain cakap untuk pulihkan semangat kitorang. Kemudiannya, kami diberikan sepasang kemeja sekolah hasil pinjaman dari pelajar asrama (Tengkiu korang!). Lantas, kami masuk ke kawasan sekolah dengan muka tebal. Semua pelajar melihat kami. Segan siot...

Sampai je di bilik kesihatan, kami sempat membuat persiapan terakhir untuk performance har ini. Kemudiannya Mama kitorang pun sampai. Kitorang rasa sangat terharu. Rupa2nya dia baru gaduh ngan K tadi. " Korang tau tak apa mama cakap tadi? Tadi Ma cakap, kenapa sampai macam ni sekali, halau kitorang. Dia tengking "Awak jangan masuk campur hal saya." Pastu Ma cakap la kat dia, hal apa ? Dia tau ke apa yang dia cakap, apa yang dia dah buat?Macam2 lagi ma cakap kat dia. Masa tu Ma dah meleleh dah air mata. Terus dia senyap je. Biasa la, Ma kan tak reti gaduh, meleleh air mata je sudah," Kata Pn.Noraila. Terus, kitorang salam+peluk cium dia. Terharunya...

Alhamdulillah, rancangan kami dah tak tergantung lagi. Semua berjalan dengan lancar hingga akhir majlis, tapi K takde. Elok la tue, gi mampus sama dia! Lepas tu, ada dengar citer, dia jatuh tergolek kat depan pentas, kalau tak silap, ada group KRS dajal dia. Pastu, skali lagi dia terjatuh kat padang sampai luka2 dan berbalut. Padan muka dia. Dia dah kena balasannya. Siapa suruh halau orang yang nak bagi sumbangan kepada sekolah. Tuhan nak bagi balas sekejap je. Baru dia tau langit tinggi rendah.

p/s: This is really a real story+case+scene. Next time, jangan buat jahat dengan orang. Tuhan nampak, dia boleh balas balik ap yang kita buat bila2 masa je. So, Happy Teachers' Day.
Jangan buat leceh...

Hellish Nightmares turns to Heaven Dreams... (Part 1)

Today is the Teachers' Day Celebration at my school (S.M.K.R.A), but something terrible happened to my dancing group a.k.a. THE MASK OF FURIOUS FIVE.

This morning, 4 of the group including me (another 3-Ucop(lead choreographer), Syamim and Zhafir(both of this people are brothers) went to school quite late because we need to prepare something for the show.

But unluckily, when we arrived, there was this teacher (I don't want to call his name because for me, he himself is so stupid , jerk, jackass, and so much more. I Hate Him!!! with this, I shall describe him as 'K'...), we don't know what's wrong with him today, he's like he wants to kill us all who came late. We know we were late.

Then, when we just came in from the school gate, he shouted to us (IN FRONT OF THE PEOPLE WHO WERE WALKING NEARBY. RAMAI TAU!) then he asked, "Kenapa awak datang lambat? Awak tahu tak sekarang dah pukul berapa? Mana baju sekolah awak (memang kitorang x pakai baju sekolah pun time tue sebab dah x sempat. Yikes!!)?" Then Ucop answered, " Maaf, cikgu. Kami tahu kami dah lambat sebab kami kena buat preparation untuk show hari ini. So, kami terpaksa pakai terus kostum kami sebab dah tak sempat nak tukar. Apa yang kami fikir, bila kami sampai, kami kena terus masuk ke belakang dewan. Itu je." Then, dia jerit kat kitorang, totally macam kitorang nie BINATANG, " Awak ingat sekolah ini BAPAK AWAK YANG PUNYA, haa?( Aik, kitorang cakap elok2, dia boleh main bapak2 pulak. THIS IS TOO MUCH!!!)
Ingat awak boleh dantang sekolah suka2 hati awak? Dengan tak berbaju sekolahnya, terus je masuk sekolah. Sekarang saya nak awak balik, tukar baju sekolah dan datang balik." " Cikgu, rumah kami jauh, tak sempat... " I said. " Kalau macam tu, saya HALAU awak balik. Saya tak kira, selagi awak tak berbaju uniform, saya takkan benarkan awak semua masuk." Tapi, kami ada banyak performance, cikgu," again I said. " Saya akan bagi tahu Pn. Norlaila, semua show yang awak ambil bahagian , CANCEL! Sudah, pergi balik!" Dia boleh jerit macam tu kat kitorang depan2 every single eyes yang berada kat situ. Kitorang rasa down+x de mood dah nak buat performance.

Then, kitorang stay jap kat bus stop kat depan sekolah. "Sampai hati dia cakap macam tu kat kita...," I said. Few minutes later, the prefects(Eusof and Zul), the security, and the makcik cleaners (Mak cik Embun and Mak cik Mon ) panggil kitorang masuk senyap2, so this K tak nampak. At first, memanglah dia tak perasan. Then, we went straight to Pn.Norlaila's office(where K's room is next to her's). The room was not locked. We tried to hide there, but, he discovered after that. Again, he shouted, "Apa hal awak buat dekat sini? Kan saya dah HALAU awak balik. Kenapa awak berani masuk sekolah balik? Awak ingat ni sekolah BAPAK awak?" Kitorang diam je masa tu, tak berani nak melawan. "Sudah, awak tulis nama awak dalam kertas ni. Cepat!" Then, Ucop voluntered to write all our names on that paper. After that we were just went to pick up our stuff. Again he shouted, " KEPALA BAPAK AWAK! AWAK INGAT SEKOLAH NI BAPAK AWAK PUNYA, TAK ADA KELAS!? PERGI TULIS KELAS AWAK!" Dengan muka yang bengang+sedih, I voluntered to write our class names. Then, Syamim write the mistakes that we've done;

1. Came late to school
2. Tak pakai baju uniform

Then, Syamim asked us, " Apa lagi ye? Ini je kan kesalahan yang kita dah buat." Tiba-tiba, K sambung "Biadap dengan guru!" Masa tu jugak, kitorang rasa macam ada petir+halilintar meletup kat kepala kitorang. SEJAK BILA PULAK KITORANG BIADAP DENGAN DIA? DIA YANG TAK BERBUDI BAHASA DEPAN KITORANG, ADA LAH!

Then, ada satu student, nama dia Dewi ( kawan kitorang ) datang nak ambik barang. Then, K told her to call Pn.Norlaila. Then she arrived. "Laila, ini ke yang awak ajar dekat diorang ni? Sampai diorang ingat sekolah ni bapak diorang yang punya? Saya nak awak cancel semua show yang melibatkan diorang. Faham?" Perrgh, dia maki 'Mama' kitorang. Ini dah melampaui batas! AARRRRGGGGHHH!!!!

"Sekarang saya nak hantar awak semua balik. Ikut saya." Ucop, Syamim ngan Zhafir ikut dia, tapi I tunggu jap nak cakap ngan Cikgu Laila. "Cikgu, macam mana ni. Kenapa dia boleh cakap macam tu sekali, dah tak ada budi bahasa dah," I said. "Nak buat macam mana, dah dia memang macam tu. Takpe lah, show awak saya cancel, show saya pun saya cancel," cakap Cikgu Laila dengan nada sedih. Pilu gilerr...

Then, diorang dah tercegat dah kat depan pintu pagar. I pun datang slowly2. "Sekarang, saya nak awak balik rumah awak masing2. Kalalu saya tau awak masuk lagi dalam kawasan sekolah, saya gantung awak semua. FAHAM?" kata K. Kitorang pun keluar dengan perasaan sedih+malu+pilu+ tak puas hati+geram +macam lagi. Then kitorang tunggu je depan sekolah, dengan harapan Cikgu Laila akan keluar jumpa kitorang...

To Be Continue...

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I Can't Wait!!!

Yea yea!!! Finaly, the mid-term exams were finished! Yahooooo!

On the upcoming friday(29th of May,2009), our school will held a Teachers' Day Celebration! Yeayyyyy! I'm parcitipating in most of the show on that day:

1:Duet singing with Pn.Mazlin a.k.a. Cik Jolie
2:Singing Solo
3:Duet with En Azlan(warden asrama)(I'm playing guitar on that day, I think...)
4:Dance with the teachers

and last but not least,
5:I'm joining the Furious 5 dancing group(all boyz!) We will do hip hop dance for Jai Ho-Pussycat Dolls and Pokerface-Lady Gaga medley. Gile susah, tapi shiok!

I can't wait for that day!!!!

p/s: Happy Teachers' Day to all the teachers out there.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

1st Vocal Class's Assignment

Today, all of us have to SING! Alamak...

Every class, before we start to learn, kitorang kena practice our breathing and DoReMi from the lowest to the highest not.

Tips on SINGING:

1. Masa tarik suara, jangan dongakkan kepala anda, jangan sengetkan kepala anda ( Bak kata Cikgu Sari & Cikgu Huz ) sebab suara anda kemungkinan akan cepat 'MATI' & nanti suara anda akan menjadi belong.

2. Actually, kalau nyanyi pakai microphone OK, tapi kalau TAK PAKAI lagi BEST, Because it'll train your voice to become lighter(ringan). Nanti, x de la sampai tercekik time nyanyi sebab suara anda ringan!

But then, justbefore all of us finished our class, ada artis yang bagi ceramah kat kitorang. I've forgot, which group he was, but he is so popular until now. His name is Imran ( not Imran ajmain k.) He told us so many things about the art of music.

What he sez:
1. The first word that Allah turunkan kepada Nabi Muhammad is Iqrabbismirabbikallazi khalaq (which means Write and Read). It means that if we don't have the art, then how are we going to read and write because the art of write and read is needed.

2. Bila kita baca Al-Quran, kita perlukan seni membaca (dengungan, baca mengikut hukum, penghayatan, dll). itu juga dinamakan seni.

3. Seni muzik 'mampu' untuk mengubah emosi seseorang( Daripada mood marah/sedih/bengang dll kepada Happy , dan sebaliknya). Bak kata beliau, The world is made by voice, but it also going to destroy because of voice. This is because, god has TOLD that he is going to create the world, then he did it. But the world will destroy because of the human voice, which means lots of crazy emotions are burning in their hearts and they will SAY about war and all the bad things that makes the world destroy. So again, music is important because it can change peoples' emotion.

3. Kalau anda rasa:
a. rasa nak tunjukkan anda terer nyanyi tanpa keikhlasan
b. riak
c. kedekut ilmu nak mengajar seseorang tentang seni muzik
d. dan sbgnya yang merujuk kepada keburukan
= x payah la nak jadi musician, sebab seni adalah 'darjat' yang paling tinggi kerana ianya adalah salah satu daripada kurniaan tuhan kepada manusia. So use it well. Remember that the arts that we have is belong to the god.

Itulah gamaknya yang dia cakap. So, pandai2 la gunakan seni muzik ini. Gunakan ia dengan kebaikan dan keikhlasan.

p/s: apa yang dia cakap tue, semua ada poin.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Lagi lesson vokal...

Lesson 5: Bubbling

If u guys tengok Akademi Fantasia, mesti korang dapat tengok cara diorang bubbling mulut dorang mcm nie (Brbrbrbrbrbrbrbrbrbrbrbrbrbrb.....) lama2. Hal ini dilakukan untuk me'reflex'kan bibir, area mulut dan lidah supaya ia lebih flexible.

Lesson 6: Registering

Registering bermaksud u guys kena registering level not korang dari rendah ke level not tinggi. Macam biasa, korang kena baiki Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do dari vokal rendah ke tinggi supaya korang boleh tarik suara korang hingga ke not yang paling tinggi. Kalau x register suara korang, alamatnya gerenti suar korang jadi 'belong' punya.

Lesson 7: Ikut not yang ditetapkan

Kalau not yang dimainkan adalah Do rendah, vokal anda mestilah berbunyi Do rendah. Kalau not yang dimainkan adalah Do tinggi, vokal anda juga mestilah berbunyi Do tinggi. Jangan silap tentang perkara ini kerana ramai penyanyi amatur telah gagal mengikut not yang ditetapkan. Sebab itulah suara dorang sumbang+mambang+sumbing. Pitching lari.

p/s:mesti buat latihan selalu...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Next Lesson ( Vocal Class ) Continue...

Lesson 2:

Tahan nafas dari perut (2 sec.), lepas tue, lepaskan dengan cara 'hishhhhhh' selama 4 sec. Perut tidak dibenarkan mengempis.
Motif: sama seperti ketika menyanyi, kita ambil nafas melalui mulut, dan kita lepaskan apabila kita keluarkan suara. Cara ini membuatkan kita lebih senang untuk menahan perut ketika angin dilepaskan ketika kita menyanyi.

Lesson 3: Perkara asas yang perlu dibuat dalam vokal:
1. Ritma/Rhythm
Ritma, atau dikenali sebagai tempo lagu.
Kita haruslah mengikut tempo lagu yang ditetapkan ketika menyanyi agar bunyi
lagu dan suara menjadi sekata@synchronize. Terpulang kepada lagu yang
dinyanyikan, sama ada lagu itu sesuai untuk dilambatkan suara dari tempo atau

2. Frasa
Perkataan haruslah disebut dengan jelas supaya dapat difahami oleh pendengaran.

3. Dinamik/Feeling
Setiap lagu yang kita nyanyikan haruslah mempunyai dinamik@perasaan. Cth:
Ketika kita menyanyikan lagu sedih, janganlah pula menunjukkan perasaan gembira
kerana itu maksudnya GILA!. Sebaliknya, kita haruslah nyanyikan lagu itu dengan
penuh perasaan. Nyanyi menggunakan hati dan perasaan.

4. Artikulasi
Setiap lirik haruslah mempunyai makna. Janganlah kita mereka lirik yang tiada
makna @ maksud yang tidak jelas. Tunjukkan apa yang kita ingin ceritakan dengan
jelas supaya dapat difahami oleh pembaca dan pendengar.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Vocal Class!!!

Best giler! Tapi tu la, lambat sangat start...

Last Saturday (25.4.09), I went to Rakan Muda Vocal,Guitar & Drum class under Rakan Muda Seni Budaya. Free jer, government dah sponsor semua(I think...). Class tue kat Pusat Rakan Muda Mont Kiara, K.L.

Masa my friend and I baru je sampai, kitorang tanye la kat sorang brader tue, " Bang, kelas mizik kat mana?" Dia jawab " Kat sebelah skateboard court, tapi belum bukak lagi." Kitorang pun tunggu la 10 minit, tapi xde sorang pun sampai, kecuali ada 2 orang kakak tue. Diorang pun vocal class jugak. "Dik, bila start nie? Kata Pukul 2, skarang dah kul 2 .45 dah," kata sorang kakak tue. " Entahla, kitorang pun x tau, "I jawab. Then, I tried to call Abg Zul (who manage us). Then dia cakap class tue kat blok asrama( Hek'eleh...). Penat je...

Then, kitorang blari la ke blok tue. Sampai je, kitorang tengok kat luar pintu tue, BANYAKNYE KASUT! Apa lagi, klang-kabut kitorang bukak kasut. Masuk jer bilik tue kitorang dapat tau, dorang x start lagi ( skali lagi Hek'eleh...).

Tunggu punya tunggu, 3 pm mcm tue baru la dorang start the 1st class ( Wiehaa!!!). X sabar tau. Ada 12 orang yang join Vocal class. Tutor kitorang, Miss Sarina & Miss Kuszana( vouge and beautiful, you know.)

Now, Im gonna tell you my lesson for that day:

Lesson 1: Breathing

Jangan simpan oxygen melalui dada, tetapi salurkan oxygen ke bahagian0 perut supaya ia dapat menahan diaphragm ( untuk tarik/keluarkan suara dengan lebih lama/sedap/lantang).

I'll tell you my next lesson afterword.

p/s: Rakan Muda: Prihatin, Mahir, Dinamik!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Petanque oh Petanque...

Today memang giler la! Ari nie ada petanque tournament kat Pusat belia dan Sukan Kg.Pandan. Pergh, shiok tau. tadi sampai agak lewat jugak la, maklumla, ujan plak. 1st battle: S.M.K Raja Abdullah a.k.a King Dol University(KDU) vs S.M.K Cochraine. tapi tue la, kalah pulak first round(cheh...) a.k.a 8-11. 2nd match: KDU vs S.M.K. Sri Bintang Selatan. Susah giler lwn dorang sebab dorang suka attack tepat2 kat bola kecik(jek), tapi malangnye dorang kalah ditangan KDU.Kuikukui... Walaubagaimanapun, alangkah terkejut tahap cipannye, kitorang kena lawan balik ngan Cochraine(Adui...). Kalau team KDU kalah, maka tamatlah riwayat kitorang. Memang betul jangkaan, kitorang kalah 10-11. Atoi... Cara dorang main sama, tapi tu lah, dorang terer sangat kot... Tapi nak buat macam mana, dah kitorang x de rezeki... Balik ngan tangan kosong je la...

P/s: kalau korang nak blaja main petanque, senang je, macam makan kuih pau, bukak kertas pastu makan. kuikuikui...

Monday, April 20, 2009

Pesta Buku Antarabangsa 2009...

WieEEEEHaAAA! Hari yang ku tunggu2 sudah tiba! Last week on 17(friday), 18(Saturday) and 19th(Sunday) of April, I went to the KL Bookfair at PWTC. Perghhh, 'sosak' I tell you. On that friday, my belated mom and me borong 3 english novels, 1 malay novel and 2 islamic motivation book( 1 hari je, dah borong banyak2. kuikuikui!). On saturday, just after teaching class, I terus jer gi bookfair (again), to buy Maskulin Magazines(I am A BIIIIGGG FFFFAAAANNNNN!) untuk 4 bulan berturut2+2 KliK Magazines(Insyaallah Muka I masuk dalam next issue of Klik Mag. YAHOOO!).

Lama jugak la lepak kat bookfair. Sesak giler! Dah jadi macam taman sesak jaya dah. On Sunday also, I went to bookfair to buy Dr.Fazley's(kalau nak tengok gambar dia, tengok kat lirik Cerita Asmara yang I post tue. ENCEM!) motivation book( Also A BIG FAN). Sempat lagi tue. Fuh, actually, the book fair sampai 26th of April (if I'm not wrong la...). Perghh, shiok giler. And then, I dapat jumpa(or we can say terserempak) ngan A. Samad Said masa tengah beli novel english last friday( agaknye la...) Berdebar2 tau hati I. At first I just berdiri je kat sebelah dia( takut2 I tersalah orang), bila I toleh je, memang muka dia( I think...).

Pergh, memang a hell of a time!

p/s: Actually, I memang bookaholic, tak bleh idop kalau tak baca buku(walaupun tak tengok buku sekalipun). Mesti nak tengok buku, walaupun 1 buku! Book Is My Life (chewah)!

Friday, April 17, 2009

UiEEKK! DEmaM Pulak...

Kenapa la...
2 minggu lagi exam...
Minggu nie jua, kau datang...
Menghantui diriku...
Perasaan bercampur-baur...
Sedih, gumbira, bengang, takut, dan macam2 lagi...
Pelbagai tugas harus diketepikan...
3 hari berturut-turut...
Kerana engkau puncanya...
Kau memang durjana...
Kau memang kejam...
Suka menyusahkan orang, especially aku...
Kalau aku boleh bunuh kau...
Kalau aku boleh lupus kau...
kalau aku boleh lenyapkan kau...
Tetapi apakan daya...
Tak mampu ku berbuat demikian...
Ku tahu, kau akan muncul kembali...
Bila-bila masa...
Cuba menyusahkan hidupku lagi...
Kau memang tak guna...
Aku benci kau...

p/s: tengah demam nih, boleh plak melalut... uwek, nak panadol!!!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

CheeseDale, Kegemaran semua!

I remembered...
When my cousins and I were small, we used to listen to The CheeseDale theme song. It's kinda catchy though, but still, we've changed some of the words in the lyrics to make it 'cooler'. kuikuikui...

CheeseDale Remixed:

Cheesedale, cheesedale, enak rasanya,
Boleh dimakan pelbagai cara...
Masak, Goreng, Rebus pun ada,
Memang ia kegemaran semua.

Bila anda merasanya,
Cheesedale, cheesedale,
Memang ia kegemaran semua!

p/s: Kepada the original writer of this song, sory ek! I sesaja je nak buat lawak. Tapi seriously, CheeseDale memang feveret kitorang dulu2. Cayalah!

-Slumdog Millionaire-

Uihh... best tau citer nih. Sometimes, it's quite disgusting because there's a part where ada budak terjun dalam kolam TAHI semata2 sebab nak jumpa dengan Amitabh Bachchan. GILO! Tapi best tau. Rugi kalau tak tengok.

Citer dia pasal there's a guy who were never went to any school to study, but he entered/participated in the WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE contest, and luckily, he answered until the second-last question, semua betul! Tapi, sadly, this host thought that this guy was cheating and this guy was sent to the police station because dia kena siasat whether he did cheat or not in order to continue answering the final question.

On the same time, this movie tell the story about this guy's background (Where does he come from, and all that stuff). Memang giler. It's also a romantic movie, where this guy has fallen in love with a lady who has follow this guy's journey.

kalau nak tau lebey lanjut about this movie, korang kena tengok sendiri la. Kui3...

p/s: Tengok tau, jangan tak tengok!

Kenape?Kenape?Dan Kenape?

1.Ada pepatah mengatkan katak duduk bawah tempurung.Tapi, Kenape katak bila bukak je tempurung tue ia tak lari?

2.Pokok ape bila orang tengok orang Lari?

3.Bas Ape yang tak bergerak?

p/s: Ada lagi teka-teki yang akan datang. Tunggu je yer!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Bloody Hell !

Yesterday, my team and I went to a school(I wont tell you which school because it will embarrassed the school. Haiya...) for preparing a slide show for "Pertandingan PowerPoint Program Pendidikan Anti-Dadah". But unluckily, the computer given too our team is not as we've expected...

The Problem is:
The computer's processor is slow,
The CPU 'hanged' all the time,
The computer has no audio,
Too much viruses on that computer,

Because of that stupid 'things' happen to my team, our slides show has finished with an unapropriate way, like not as we've expected.

Something really(TOTALLY!) BAD happened to our team...

When we've started playing our PowerPoint slides, it is quite OK at first...
But then, when we've entered one of the slide which we've included video clips , IT DOES NOT PLAYING THE VIDEO AT ALL!!! But yesterday, we've tested our slides, and that bloody video did played. But today, nothing happened. HAMPEH TAU!!!

Dan macam2 lagi...

Gila tau, today...

P/S: Memang tak terkata GILERNYA! Rasa nak karate je PC skolah tue. WAATCHAAAA!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

My Greatest Man In My Life...

Meh kenal ngan my greatest man:

Every single day, he never forget to ask, "Apa budak2 ni nak makan karang haa?"
Every single day, he never forget enter our 'dapur' just after he went back from work.
Every single day, he never forget to tell,"Jangan lupa smayang haa..."
Every single day, he always cook(chicken curry/masak lemak cili api/ prawn sambal/ etc...) for everyone who is living in my house.
Every single day, he always told us," Belajar sungguh2 haa, nanti hidup senang."
Every single day, he never forget to tell us motivation, even a nibble!
Every single day, he always ask, " Abang, dah kemas rumah ke blom?"
Every single day, he always send me to school, even sometime he comes late to work.
Every single day, he always telling me, "Abang, kalau balik lambat, calllah."
Every single day, he always do most of the chores, eventhough he is tired.

There are so many things I want to tell about this man. Actually this 'superman' is my only Ayah/Father/Papa/Daddy/Appa/Abi/dan segala yang berkaitan dengan perkataan AYAH.

P/S: btuah tau kalau dapat ayah macam ayah I, superb gitu!

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