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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I know...


I know,
I'm not ready...

I know,
I have been keeping lots of secrets, but not lies...

I know,
nobody's going to accept me if they know who I really am...

I know,
maybe, if you do know, it is going to be hard for you to accept me...

I know,
I'm not yet perfect...

I know,
I have to change...

I know,
God will always forgive me...

I know,
only God knows how I feel since then...

I know,
LOVE is not meant for me, for now, not yet...

I have to step back, learning and strengthen myself in every aspect of life and religion...
I'll be waiting for Gods choice, InsyaALLAH, because only he knows who I really am...

p/s: I know...^_^...

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Jeng-jejeng!!!!!




Salam to all...

Fuh.! It's been awhile since the last post. Gile busy all the time. Study, assignment, study, and most of all, internet WIFI at my hostel sucks. man...

Oh ya, ada story best nih.
Last week on 3rd-5th of July, I went to S.P.I.E.S motivation camp at Kota Kubu Bharu, Ampang Pecah, Selangor. At first (my first impression), I was thinking; was this camp's for the one who've been selected to become spies?(Alamak, dah mcm cartoon Disney's TOTALLY SPIES dah... hehe) Then, masa on the way to the camp, I realized that the bus I took was moving toward the PLKN's Camp. (OMG...) But when I arrived, I realized that the PLKN Camp is right next to the Kem Bina Semangat where I'm going to learn about S.P.I.E.S. (Fuh... cuak jer... hehe=D)


So, the programme begins. By then, they told us about the S.P.I.E.S. 'S' is for Spirituality, 'P' is for Physical, 'I' is for Intellectual, 'E' is for Emotion, and lastly 'S' is for Social. Hehe.. Suprise!!! This S.P.I.E.S is not for spying, people. It's all about motivating ourselves.

Well, i'm not gonna tell y'all the details cos' you guys have experience the programme itself. hehe Cian korang semua... kuikuikui.. But, I'm gonna share with you guys about how my team and I struggling to make a 'rakit' without using hammer and nails. Pakai 10 utas tali,2 papan segi-empat leper,3 papan kayu petak dan 3 biji tong dram. Giler ar. Memang struggle giler. Nak kena pasang ketat2 to make sure the tong drum would never slipped out from the rakit. But on our first tryout, baru je dis one girl nak naik, suddenly 1 of the papan kayu petak tu patah. As a team leader(chewah), I told them to stay calm, as I went back to take a new piece of wood to reconnect the rakit. Alhamdulillah, it worked!

Macam2 lagi yang berlaku; kitorang kena dayung rakit tu kat tengah2 tasik yg dalam(kitorg dah pun buat teori n amali dgn menggunakan life-jacket). Ada rakit team lain tiba2 'breakdown'; habis ikatan rakit dorang tercabut and they have to swim with the stuff to the nearest checkpoint to reconnect the rakit back. Kitorang punya pun sama; tong dram terangkat ke atas. Nasib baik tak tenggelam rakit kitorang(Thanks to the tong drams' buoyancy and thank God!)

Above all, it all depends on our teamwork, faith, emotion, everything. Alhamdulillah, even though my team was the last one who arrived at the first move, but on the final race, my team achieved the second place(YOOHOO!!!). Alhamdulillah...

Whatever it is, the programme do teaches me how to be a great leader; how to be a great person here on Earth and at the Hereafter. May Allah bless on what I've learned from this camp@programme...

p/s: this programme is only for the selangorians, so kalau korang nak rasa, cepat2 la tukar tempat study ke selangor ataupun pindah rumah ke selangor. hehe... If you guys want's to know more details, feel free to visit this site: www.spies.selangor.gov.my.

STESRI'S PANORAMA-Khas untuk ex-stesrians06'/07'

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