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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Dah nak exam, tapi MACAM2 MASALAH!!!

Salam to all readers...

1: Fuh... kali nie memang bengang glew ar... dah nak exam, tapi macam2 mslh. Ada orang nak cari gado la, touching2 la, ape la... macam2 lagi. ntah, I also don't know what the hell is bothering their mind! Tue la, when seseorang x dapat berfikir secara matang, mcm2 bleh jadi. But still, i keep sabar all the time. I don't know when I will I blow up, cos' I don't want to... But 'till when it'll becoming worse, I'll show THE REAL ME! I keep hiding my other self for a long time....

2: My heart felt like hell when my '2 years-history' just did happened for the last few days; which is somebody wants to cari gado dengan I. Why does this thing have to happen to me? I don't know, actually, but still what I feel now is God wants to show something to me. I don't know what is it, but still I can feel it. Right now, actually, I felt so terrible...

3: Sometimes, I don't know, why do I really love my adik angkat so much. I soo damn care about my adik angkat. I know that I always gonna support my adik angkat. I don't care anything happen to me, as long as my adik angkat is safe. I don't care what the people gonna talk about, but I know that I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH! Not only him, but all my other adik angkat too. We just like a family. I don't want anything to happen between all my 'siblings' cos' I love them soo much. Hopefully, God will listen to my heart...

I'm truly don't know what is going to happen to me next, but I always pray to God so everything is going to be okay...

Oh' ALLAH, I hope that you can hear me... I really hope that nothing bad is gonna happen to my all my family when I'm not around... Give me strength, and give me faith so I could pimpin all of them, eventhough we don't have the same blood relationship... I love them very much... Again, I really hope that YOU will listen to my doa'... Amin...

2 comments:

Bradley said...

x tkt ke nanti org gumpat pasal u gan adk angkat?
and im sure u can achieve more than u been hoping for...as u wrote loves study \m/

chiko90tuah said...

well... i don't even care about what the people gonna say. as long as I know that I love him as my adik, that is fine by me.

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