I know...

I know,
I'm not ready...

I know,
I have been keeping lots of secrets, but not lies...

I know,
nobody's going to accept me if they know who I really am...

I know,
maybe, if you do know, it is going to be hard for you to accept me...

I know,
I'm not yet perfect...

I know,
I have to change...

I know,
God will always forgive me...

I know,
only God knows how I feel since then...

I know,
LOVE is not meant for me, for now, not yet...

I have to step back, learning and strengthen myself in every aspect of life and religion...
I'll be waiting for Gods choice, InsyaALLAH, because only he knows who I really am...

p/s: I know...^_^...