Tebalnya Habuk!!!!!

Tu diaaa~~~ Dah berhabuk daah~~~ :P

Salam to all...

OMG... Nampak sangat la dah berhabuk gila dah blog pakcik ni haaa. Ada laa dalam 2bulan tak update. Maklum la, orang bizi la katakan... (*bizi la sangat kot....) Sorry lah kat semua yek. haih...

Ha! Ni banyak cerita nak habaq mai(*banyak kot... ntah?).

2bulan pakcik cuti. Macam2 benda berlaku. Tapi pada masa yang sama, bosan nak mampuih pun ada. heh. Disebabkan pakcik malas nak story banyak2 sebab TERLAMPAU BANYAK, so, pakcik citer yang penting2 jela ye. Jangan marah, nanti lekas tua. hehehe~~

Pakcik ada organize satu program motivasi untuk bekas sekolah pakcik. 'Project S.T.A.R.S' namanya. Program tu selama 2 minggu, bermula 20 Jun. Berjaya atau tidak, biarlah rahsia, k~~~ hahaha~ InsyaAllah nanti, kalau ada masa cuti2 panjang, pakcik nak sambung program tu untuk sekolah petang pulak. Kalau nak tau lebih lanjut, boleh bukak group program ni kat Facebook yek. Tulis je nama program tu, nanti keluar la dia. huhu~~ http://www.facebook.com/groups/projectstars

Pada tarikh 18hb Julai yang lepas, mulalah kembali kehidupan pakcik sebagai pelajar. Sekarang, pakcik dah masuk Degree level in TESL dah!!! wawawawawa~~~ Nampak gayanya, lagi 3 tahun la pakcik kena belajar pandai2. fuh...

Seminggu pakcik kat sana, tak banyak benda pun yang berlaku. Takat letih pusing sana, pusing sini, cari cop2 pegawai2 berkenaan untuk buat transkrip result pakcik masa Tahun Asasi lepas. LETIH LAA!!! Bak kata sorang kawan pakcik tu, "Aku COP kepala diorang baru tau!" hahahaXD...

Seterusnya, hostel pakcik dah tambah satu kawan baru. Kitorang panggil dia Akiem. Dia amik course degree Software Engineering. Dia ni macam pendiam sikit masa mula2 dulu(maklum la, budak lepasan STPM. Pandai budak ni. hehe..), pastu, lama2 tuh, kiranya dia boleh la kot join group2 pakcik yang gila sewel ni. heheh~

Haa, lagi satu, Buat masa ni, pakcik dah join satu band baru. 'The Papperbacks' namanya. Pakcik jadi vokalis band tuh. Band tu kawan pakcik yang punya. Dia ngan kawan2 dia dah lama da buat show/performance kat luat, cuma baru2 ni dia 'kehilangan' vokalis (bukan mati tau. heh.). So, pakcik pun cuba la audition untuk jadi vokalis diorang. Nervous jugak mula2. Tapi, Alhamdulillah, BERJAYA JUA AKHIRNYA!! *chewah!!X). Lagu2 yang band pakcik buat ni jenis macam pop/funk tau. Lagu2 dia easy2 je. Tak pressure2, xde nak jerit2 macam orang kena berak batu, etc2. Band pakcik ni kalau buat live show, cuma guna violin, guitar, ngan keyboard je. Kawan pakcik tu main guitar. Qimi nama dia. Yang main biola tu Najmy, & yang main keyboard tu, Aidid namanya. Kitorang semua sebaya(*senang nak koje.heheh~~). Pakcik dah rekod satu lagu permulaan. Takde la best sangat kot (*merendah diri pula.cheh~), tapi takpe, nanti pakcik post kat blog pakcik nanti okay. Boleh lah korang dengar puas2(*kot). hehe~~

Okay lah. Rasanya idea still tengah membuak2 ni. Nanti kalau ada masa lagi, pakcik habaq mai, k. Ta-taa~~~~

p/s: Nak belajar rajin2. Ambitions: Mainly, an Educator, but on the same time, Psychologist and an Artist. YEAH~~~

The Month Of May...

Assalamu'alaikum and A VERY2 GOOD DAY to all... =D

Well, again(shoot...=.=') it's been awhile since I updated my blog. Ada lah dalam 1 month (pergh... tahap berabuk dah tu. cheh~ =.=') hehe... Kali ni I nak story kat you all tentang one of my favourite month in this year: MAY...

Lot's of things happened in this month. I tell you all by "sequence" ye( chewah!X3 ):

1. Final (I mean, FINAL) exam for Foundation TESL.

- Well, kalau nak cerita pasal Final exam, semua orang nervous; including me. It started on 9th of May and ended on 11th of May in the evening. Well, the subject that I'm afraid to take that time was Phonology(OMG...o.O'). That paper was the last paper to be taken in the exam on the last day. I wasn't prepared enough 2 days before the paper day. But luckily, my friend gave me the tips to 'survive' the paper, which was the formula to memorize the Phonology's consonant tables and vowels diagramme. OMG, I felt SO LUCKY that time. I've concentrated on the memorization thingy on the night before the paper exam (Last minute study, I mean LIKE HELL. Padan muka aku. ohoho~ =.=) so, on the exam day, finally I was prepared (at least prepared enough for the exam. hehe...); and FINALLY, the exam paper was EASY for me (WooHooooo!!!!! XD). Okay, I DID IT! Yay! After the exam, all my friends felt relieved (fuh, lepas beban. hehe~). Memang BEST! Yang sedihnya, after exam tu, semua orang dah nak balik. So ada yang bergambar sakan semua, saying goodbyes from each other etc2, including me... sedih sebab nak say goodbyes. I hate goodbyes ( X'( ) tapi terpaksa sebab ada yang plan nak tukar universiti. I loved them so much already. Hurm...

Okay, enough of the sedih2 part. Two weeks later, the exam result keluar. Guess what? My pointer INCREASED! YAHOO! And my Phonology Paper PASSED. Yiehaa!!! Just like what I've expected. Alhamdulillah, Syukur to ALLAH for giving me the opportunity to survive the 4 exam papers. So, that's it for my Foundation TESL year. Goodbye Foundation, HELLO DEGREE! =D

2. My BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS! Yiehaaa!!! XD

- Haha! My birthday was actually on 13th May. But my friends want to celebrate my birthday earlier (on the night after the final exam finished). They were Nurani Atiqah, Aqilah, and Nur Hafizah (girlfriends. uiiiii~ ^_^). So, they took me for dinner, then to KARAOKE (melalak la aku. Aqilah belanja 12 lagu. hahahahaXD) ! We had a great time that night. ohoho~ Thanks, guys... Missed you all so much! X3

- On the night of my birthday which was on 13th May, again, my family brought me to KARAOKE!!!!!! Yiehaaa!!!! Actually, rupa2nya ada birthday suprise!!! Lagi la best! Yahuuu!!!! It was all planned by Abang Budy and his girlfriend. Thanks, guys!

- On Saturday, 15th May; My BESTEST COUSIN, Azrin Aidil (her blog: www.oxygen-me.blogspot.com) brought me and my fellow adiks-adiks cousins to the movies kat MidValley. Before that, all of us doesn't even know what movie that we gonna watch, sebab the ticket all Cik Azrin kita yang pegang (suprise konon. cheh...). Before we went to the movie, Azrin blanja all of us KFC! And again, ada birthday suprise! Hari tu, Kak Dik (Azrin's sister) an I punya birthday celebs. Kitorang celebrate ngan little cupcakes (I LOVE CUPCAKES, and SHE BROUGHT ME CUPCAKES. HEAVEN!!!!). Hihihi. Siap ada borthday present lagi. Present apa, secret... hehe... and then, lepas lunch, barula kitorang gerak tengok wayang. Rope2nye tengok citer kartun RIO. Best jugak cerita tuh. Thanks, Azrin! Love you very2 much, cousin! X)

So... takde la banyak sangat, actually. Hehe... But in this month, I had GREAT MOMENTS. All thanks to ALLAH, my family, my cousins, and my friends for make me happy all the time. THANK YOU!!!

p/s: I feel pretty, and witty, and bright... ^_^

Inspiration...

THANK YOU SO MUCH, EVERYONE!!!

EVERYTHING WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!

Assalamu'alaikum, Salam Sejahtera, and a VERY BIG SMILE to everyone.

First of all, I would like to thank to my dearest Intro to Literature's lecturer, Miss Thina for teaching, supporting, and giving my 'law yah' production the opportunity to perform The Moulin Rouge - The Musical Play. Thanks for believing us, miss. We love you so much. ^_^

Secondly, I also would like to thank all my Groovy Broadway Productions' Casts and Crews:

1. My Assistant Director, Masturah (Kak Mas! ehehehe~) for helping me to direct the play, being a strict person (Bad Cop), and also creating costumes (chewah!). Plus, the timing for the songs and sound effects was GREAT! Tapi, sorry for the wine glass (you know what I mean. HAIYAAAA~ -_-')^_^

2. My acting partner, Shazlyn as Satine for being my girlfriend/lover-in-the-play), making the crazy backdrops, lending the sewing machine to make the dresses, lending your voice to SING, being DANCE PARTNER, lending the costumes, making props and others. Don't forget to say Hi and thanks to you mom too! ^_^

3. My 'rival' partner, Nasrin Nisha as The Duke for marah2 like hell in the play (al-maklum la, nama pun dah 'evil maharajah'. hehehe~ so so menjadi!), as make-up artiste, making props, giving the ideas of lighting (the lighting was also GREAT!) Thank you so much! ^_^ (Don't forget to say thanks to your Appa too! ^_^) p/s: no wonder la you say the sitar is fragile. hehe~ but I'm telling you, it is beautiful. Thank you!

4. My main bohemian partner, Yuwanes as Toulouse for also lending me you voice (Finally you make me proud and proven that you can be loud to Miss Kala. CONGRATS! ^_^) You've done very well, Yuwie. VERY WELL! ^_^

5. My other bohemian partner, Idayu as the crazy Argentinean for also lending me your voice (ehehe~), giving ideas and choreography for Sway (Gile Sexy Dowh! hihihi), adding the sound effects, making the invitation cards (kesian kat Nini. hehehe~). Thank you!

6. My 'Moulin Rouge ClubMaster' Endaraha 'Andy' as Harord Zidler. Finally, your LOUDNESS has worth a lot! (HAHAHAHAHAHA!) By the way, I kesian kat you sebab asyik kena marah je dengan The Duke dalam play. Great performance, Zidler!

7. My lighting 'caretaker', Priya. Thank you so much! The lighting was AWESOME! Kesian kat you sebab got bruises sebab terbakar terkena spotlight. But everything is worthed. Good Job!

8. My dancers: Izzah as 'Nini', Heyma as 'The Doctor', Camillia as 'Satie', Wei Ling as 'Marie', and not forget Tash as 'The Narrator'. You guys are HOT&SEXY ! See, I told you guys that all of you can dance. All of you have proven it yourself. CONGRATULATION! You guys are my 'whore' (hehehe~)!

9. As for myself, The Director and also the main character, 'Christian'. I want to thank to GOD for giving me the strength and the opportunity to think of great ideas to produce the play; the script, the songs, the choreograph, everything. Syukur Alhamdulillah!

10. As for everyone: Again I want to thank all the casts and crews for believe in me to direct the play, making and setting the props, costumes, dances, everything! You guys have been struggling for months for this play to be successful (I mean, GILE2 struggle!). All of you have made one of my dreams became reality. Thank you all so much. I'm VERY PROUD of you all! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!

Next; I also want to thank for my families, cousins, and friends for keep supporting me, especially my brother Abg Mat for lending me your speaker and your printer and papers. Kalau takde la printer, takde la skrip. Kalau takde la speaker, xde la songs and sound effect. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Finally, to all the audiences:

1. The lecturers: Madam Khatipah (Deputy of Dean), Miss Kala, Mr. Soo, and Miss Daeshela and other lectures that came that night;

2.The TESL Monsters: Freddy and the Gang;

3. And ALL THE AUDIENCE THAT CAME and WATCHED US;

Thank you for coming and supporting us! Without you all, everything that happened that night would be meaningless. Millions of THANK YOU TO YOU ALL!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! ^_^

Hit it up, Get it up!!!

I am so into this movie!!!!!

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p/s: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jangan cakap sembarangan kalau tak tahu! / Don't say anything if you don't know.

Salam to all...

At first, I have no idea on what to punch in my blog today, but suddenly; I felt like I want to share my point of view about my life and your life (generally).

Again, I made an observation towards people around me [I love making observation. I even use this technique as my 'learning method' too. =].

It seems that most (seriously, MOST) people are having a problem which is what I called 'depression'. I could see that when bad things happened in these people life; it seems that they being too panic, too stress, too emotional - like they don't know how to solve their problem in the right way.

What these kinds people always do is FIGHT, CRY, FIGHT, CRY, "LEAVE ME ALONE", "I HATE MY LIFE", "I'M TIRED OF BEING A GOOD PERSON", "I HATE YOU", "F**K PEOPLE AROUND ME", "NO ONE COULD UNDERSTAND ME", "WHO CARES? PEOPLE DOES'T CARE ABOUT ME. SO WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT THEM?", CUTTING WRIST, and other bad reactions.

You know what, these kinds of people is what I called "BULLSHITTERS". Yes. Why do I say so? Because they are think that they are good enough handling their life, they think they only one who deserve the best, they think that everybody is wrong; only they were right, they think only they have feelings; others don't. In other words, they totally act like they're a kindergarten kids.

Believe me; I've tried to talk to these people. When I asked them what's their problem, the answers usually like this, "Aku putus cinta.", "Orang benci aku", "Aku keseorangan", "Aku dipulaukan", "Aku lemah", and so much more. I've tried to tell them the best option for solving their problems. Do you know what they replied? This is what they say, "What do you know about life?"

These people ask me like I'm stupid. Now, this is my usual answer that makes them realized that they are the one who are stupid: "Since I was a kid, I used to being bullied. I was weak. The situation continues until I was in secondary school. People call me wuss, 'bapuk', and such. Yes, I know I'm not like them; they maybe look like they are the one who are great, strong, whatever. Some teachers might think that I'm nothing. They step on my head. I know I was a failure. I'm not smart. I was being cheated. Damn, I tell you, I hate my life at that moment. SO MANY PROBLEMS! I felt like I wanted to kill myself. Everything that happen in my life at that time - whether it was little or heavy problem, I tell you, it became a very heavy burden in my life. I was nearly gave up. God knows how I felt at that time. God, I felt like I wanted to kill those people."

"But then I realized, that GOD LOVES ME. HE gave me faith to live. HE gave me strength. HE gave me hope. HE gave me a BIG family that cares for each other. HE gave me best friends that always gave me support me with good advices and help. HE gave me talents. HE gave me teachers who always love and support me. HE showed me the JOY of my life. Do you know what I did to achieve all these bless? What I've done were HAVE A LOT OF PATIENCE, ALWAYS PRAY TO GOD THAT I WANT PEOPLE AROUND ME TO ALWAYS BE HAPPY AND SAFE, ALWAYS BE CONFIDENT IN WHAT I DO, ALWAYS DID GOOD DEEDS TO OTHER PEOPLE and NATURE, ALWAYS CALM, ALWAYS HAPPY, ALWAYS SEEK FOR HELP IF I HAVE PROBLEMS, ALWAYS SHOW YOUR LOVE TO EVERY SINGLE LIFE BEING, FORGIVE PEOPLE and ALWAYS REMEMBER MY DUTY OF BEING A PERSON IN THIS WORLD. With that, I know that I am an IMPORTANT PERSON."

I tell you people, if you say that I don't know about life; you are SO FREAKING WRONG.

Stop lying to yourself; Stop act like you are freaking good; Stop thinking that you are good enough to talk about love; Stop thinking that you are filthy rich and freaking beautiful; Stop thinking that you are smart enough; because there are other people who are SMARTER, BETTER and GREATER than you. Remember, you are not the only one who lives in this world.

p/s: Tak payah nak MENGEDIK la. Tak payah nak tunjuk kau tu bagus sangat. Tak payah la nak bersedih2 pasal putus2 cinta la, apa la. Jangan jadi BODOH. Ingat tugas kita sebagai manusia, ingat tugas kita sebagai khalifah di muka bumi ini. =)