Hurm...

Salam to all...

Well, it's been awhile since I've been 'emotionally uncontrollable'. And it's been awhile since I haven't talk to my 'friends'. But now, things changed. I've cooled down myself (so far...). I've started talking to them. Hurm... Let bygones be bygones. But still, I do hope that those days will never happen again in the future, InsyaAllah...

p/s: speechless....

Seriously, I do...

Salam to all...

Seriously, I have no mood recently a.k.a mood swing. Frankly speaking, I'm being too emotional of what people said a.k.a talking shit about TESL. It just that, I put all my heart toward this course and suddenly, some people, like, 'cursing' a.k.a. perli2 on what I'm doing. I feel so down (obviously, truly). Why? Why do they have to say such things? What, do they think this is just a pranks or games? NO! It is not a game for me. I do forgive them but still, I don't know if they realize; why do I keep myself away from them. Urgh.. I feel so terrible... Macam orang tua pulak, kan? Nak touching2... I do realize that.

Seriously (again), I really do feel that I don't deserve to be with them. Well, I'm just a TESL student, right? Like 10:1; they're the '10', and I'm the '1'. I rather be a so-called emotional person because nowadays, I do think that people nowadays has no feelings towards other peoples' feelings. A 'rock-type' a.k.a don't-care-type heart, I presume. Ada lagi yang buat tanggapan "Ada aku kisah?" or "Aku peduli apa?" etc2. But in my opinion, these kinds of people is a so-called-bullshit type of people. Orang yang suka 'menjatuhkan' orang lain. Stupid, right? Whatever it is, I still forgive them for their 'stupidity'... I really hate to say all these things, but I just have to. Sorry guys, but I had enough already.

I don't know what to do or what to say anymore... Just, stop saying those craps anymore, k. I really love you guys, but please... please don't hurt my feelings by saying this shit anymore. If you have no good thing to say, you better keep your mouth shut. Because you will not only 'hurt' me, but others too, okay....

p/s: No offense, guys. Kalau terasa tu, sorry la ye. Mintak maaf, mintak ampun banyak2 kalau terkasar bahasa. But still, I have to express my feelings too, right. Sorry...=|

Apa la punye mulut....

Tensionnye...!

Salam to all...

Sebagai wakil kepada pelajar TESL:

Ni nak bagitau (kepada siapa2 yang bukan pelajar TESL):

Kalau tak tahu, buat cara tak tahu.
Jangan nak perlekehkan ape yang kitorang buat.
Jangan perlekehkan apa yang kitorang minat.
Jangan suka2 hati nak komen2 buruk@ kutuk2 la, perli2 la, ape la kat kitorang yang sedang lalui pkara ni.
Memang tak dinafikan course yang korang lalui itu susah; tapi jangan suka-suka cakap course yang kitorang lalui ni mudah+senang.
Apa, ingat senang ke nak jadi guru bahasa inggeris? Nampak je kitorang relax+memang ar kitorang takde buat kira2, tapi otak kitorang ni full of formula, theory, psychology, linguistics, yang kena kitorang kena ingat+recall dari darjah satu sampai tingkatan 5/6. Ingat senang nak recall balik!!???
Ingat senang ke nak belajar tentang bahasa? Kalau senang, asal korang tak amik course ni? Sebab korang tak minat? Alasan konkrit semua tuh. Kalau dah tak minat, jangan kutuk la!
Ingat kitorang ni nak jadi guru ape? Guru cap murahan?
Korang ade tak fikir dalam2 kat ape yang korang cakap?
Jangan ikut sedap mulut je!
Fikir la hati orang lain sket!
Kalau btol senang ar course TESL ni, apa pasal korang tak amik je course ni? kan SENANG, kan? Buat ape korang amik course yang lain? Buat susah2kan diri korang je, KAN!!??
Mulut longkang punye orang!!!

p/s: sape yang makan cili, dia la yang terasa pedasnya. so lain kali, jangan sedap mulut je nak mengata, k. slamat beramah...(-_-*)!
*tengah pissed off gile nih!

When I Look At You...

The Last Song - Nicholas Sparks

Salam to all...

First, the movie; now, the novel. huhu...
If you guys love "A Walk To Remember", then you guys might love this novel too. Same writer for "A Walk To remember".

I don't want to tell you guys the whole story, but I want you guys to know that the story is AWESOME!!! ( for me laa.. hehe~)

This is a story about a dysfunctional family that tried to find happiness and love through their life. Love, Forgiveness, Truth, Family.

p/s: A great novel + A must-see movie = Brilliant Story!!! XD

Diana Ross - Your Love

Sometimes when I'm sitting all alone

I think of things that I have done

And start to wonder if there's one thing
That means more than others I have known
And suddenly it's clear to me
Without your love where would I be

Your love has kept me going
Through good and bad times
It's kept me growing
Like a steady flame
Your love has kept on burning
Through sweet and sad times
I'll keep returning to the magic of your love

Through the years my dreams may come and go
For fortune is a fleeting time
And no one knows what time may bring
But through the highs and lows of it I'll know
That there's one thing of which I'm sure
The one thing I've been living for

Your love has kept me going
Through good and bad times
It's kept me growing
Like a steady flame
Your love has kept on burning
Through sweet and sad times
I'll keep returning to the magic of your love

Your love has kept me going
Through good and bad times
It's kept me growing
Like a steady flame
Your love has kept on burning
Through sweet and sad times
I'll keep returning to the magic of your love

I'll keep returning to the magic of your love
Your love

Charice - Note To God

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness
in our hearts

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No

We can't do it on our own

So
So

(Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on
Hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No
(No)We can't do it on our own

(So)
So

If I wrote a note to God...

Choral Speaking: Teenagers: What A Life!

Hope this will help for my group members...

CHORAL SPEAKING

TEENAGERS: WHAT A LIFE!

All:

(*Singing) Tet-tenet~

We, the children of today

(*whatever)

Presenting

T-E-E-N-A-G-E-R-S

TEENAGERS! What A Life!

Guys:

Here ye’, Here ye’

Handsome guys’ speaking here.

Girls:

Talk to the hand, boys

Ladies first.

1 Guy:

Oh well, here comes the big mouths.

Be our guest, girls.

Girls:

Whatever!

1 Girl:

Now, who is ‘Teenagers’?

All:

Teenagers is US,

And the people who their age

Is between 15 and 25.

1 Girl:

Oh I see...

1 Guy:

What do people like us, the teenagers care about?

I thought that people like us

Would only care about eat and sleep.

All, except 1 guy:

What do you mean just eat and sleep?

We care about more things than that.

We do care about... (*scratching head)

Girls:

How about fashion?

We teenagers DO care about clothes and dresses and hair (don’t forget the shoes!)

Styles shows who we are!

Guys:

Really!? You girls are such a shopaholics...

Girls:

Of course! In fact, men are also shopaholics!

Guys:

(*Hehe~) We guys also do care about styles and dress codes (don't forget perfumes)

So the girls could chase us (* do the macho look!)

Girls:

Say what!?

All:

Whatever!

So styles DO play a part in our teenagers’ soul

No style, no life.

1 Guy:

Styles, styles...

Next topic, please!

1 Girl:

Hey, do you guys think what I’m thinking?

All:

A-hah!

Is it

L-O-V-E

Love!?

Girls:

Romeo, oh Romeo...

Where fort art thou, Romeo?

Guys:

Here I am Juliet,

Right here, waiting for you

With arms wide opened (*open arms)

Girls:

Who wants to marry with guys like you guys? Puh-lease~

Guys:

Who wants to be with you girls? Puh-lease~...

All, except 1 Guy:

Whatever!

By the way, let the cupids shoot their love arrows toward us.

Oh love... (*place hands at the heart)

1 Guy:

Girlfriends, Boyfriends, emotions,

Oh, puh-lease~...

All:

SHHHH!!!!

Next!

Guys:

We men like to make a lot of friends.

Don’t you girls like to make friends?

For us, friends are important.

Girls:

Same ol’, same ol’

Who are we going to get help with,

Or who are we going to express our feelings

If our parents’ are living far away from us?

It’s going to be friends, right?

1 Girl:

Besides gossiping...

Girls:

Cool...

Guys:

What!?

All:

Whatever!

By the way,

Make a lot of friends is very good,

But never create an enemy

Because an enemy would ruin

Our entire life. (*nodding)

1 Guy:

Agreed.

All:

Now what next?

1 Guy:

I like sports, especially footballs.

Manchester United, my favourite!

Individual:

I like footballs too!

Tennis!

Badminton!

Running!

Poker!

All, except for the one who said poker:

What!?

Poker is not a sport, my dear.

Sports and teenagers cannot be separated.

1 Guy:

I don’t like sports...

All:

NEXT!!!

1 Girl:

Entertainment, perhaps...

All:

That’s right!

Entertainments, especially music!

No music, no life!

1 Guy:

What kind of music do you guys like?

Individual:

I like Pop music!

Rocks!

Ballads!

Dance!

Country Pop!

Techno and Electronic!

1 Girl:

I like all genres...

All:

Music girl! *laugh

1 Guy:

Hey, how about inter...

All:

Net!

That’s right!

Internet is one of the things that had been nailed to most of the teenagers’ heart.

Including us!

Individual:

I have blogs, especially Facebook and Myspace and Blogger!

Me too!

Me three!

Me four!

Me five!

Hey everyone, we all have blogs and Facebook and Myspaces and Blogger, right?

All:

Agreed!

1 Girl:

Don’t forget Youtube!

All:

Right!

Internet does not only for socialising, but also created for finding information about anything in this world!

But remember,

Don’t misuse the internet, people.

1 Girl:

You know what we mean...

All:

*nodding

All:

Well, but most of all,

The most important thing that should be applied by teenagers including us is...

1 Guy and Girl:

What?

All:

Education, of course!

Imagine, without education, what kind of career to apply in order to have a promising future?

1 Guy:

True.

Even in every religion in this world have said that it is compulsory for every human being to study about life

All:

Agreed! Education is for our life, our living!

No education, no life!

1 Girl:

Thank god, we are already been selected to enter this university.

All:

But we still have so many things left to study, my dear.

We still got a long way to go.

Assignments, tests, exams...

No pain, no gain.

1 Girl:

I understand...

Individual:

Enough chatting, guys...

All:

(*Phew) Before we end our blabbering,

We would like to say(Individual):

Life as a teenager is exhausting, you know.

We have to do this, do that.

Go here, go there.

But the most important is;

Life as a teenager is a blessing

Because we could manage to learn about life and colours our world before we enter the life of adulthood.

And we do not forget that we, the teenagers of today, will be representing the future!

Teenagers’ rules!

Thank You.