A really great day!

Salam to all...

Yesterday, my family as having a baby shower party or 'Majlis Cukur Jambul' for my niece@little princess, Amirah Maisarah. Well, we did having a great day yesterday. The ladies from the marhaban group, fantastic! The kids, uncontrollable! Ye la, dah ramai2. over-excited ar diaorang. huhu... The food, SSLLLLRRUUUUPPP! Sambal Ikan keli+sayur kobis goreng+nasi putih yg manyak wangi punye(cos' they put bawang gorng inside. kikiki...)+ my mak ngah's mee hoon goreng. Kenyang siowt! huhuhu...

Then, at that night, as usual, my family's Manchester United's clan start tercongok kat depan tv sebab ada game versus ngan west ham united. Ape lagi, at the first half, memang kitorang banyak bunyi cos' tak gol2. Tapi, masa the final seconds for the halftime, Scholes golkan 1 point. Wieehaa!!! Then, masa the second half, Valencia, Gibson, and Rooney added some more goals. 4-0 beb! Gile ar. As a conclusion, stay-up kitorang malam tue memang berbaloi. Huhuhu...

p/s: happy days should always berterusan sampai bile2. kikiki...

Atoii ai.. Demam ar pulak...

Salam to all...

Last monday, I went for my STPM's Sejarah Malaysia&Asia's exam. You know, at that time, I'm sooo sick! Aisey, it really bothering me, man! I started demam since last night, where I thought that I wanted to stay up to study sejarah, but before that, I went to 'the bank to threw out my big money' thing (if you know what I mean, good for you! huhuhu...) You know what, I bleeded! Lots of blood came out while I'm doin' 'it'. Sakit siot! Aisey... then, I thougt that I wanted to stay studying, but suddenly, my body felt sooo damn tired, sakit2 badan dah start terasa... I tak tahan dah, I went out to my ruang tamu, grab my sweater and socks, then terus tido macam nenek tua... nasib baik sempat study (sket laa...).

The next day, I went for the exam. memang dah tak tahan dah, 2 bijik panadol dah I telan. sampai je kat perhimpunan masa nak cek suhu badan, well, that temperature reader can't read my exact suhu at that time. cheh... So, masa I nak start exam, again, my body started to feel tired. Eventhough I didn't sleep while I'm 'examing', I started mamai... penin2... Arrgh! Tah ape I tulis merapu pun I tak tau. Bile I read back my answer, mcm2 merapu. I erase balik my essay and made a new one. I did manage to answer all the question, but I went out early cos' I can't wait anymore. DAh tak tahan dah...

So, I straight went to my adik angkat(faizul's) house, and terus tido. I've planned to go to the clinic on that day, but faizul went back late. cheh... Then on that night my teacher a.k.a mama, Pn Norlaila and her 3 beautiful daughters (all university's student, siowt!) came. She told that I'm to tense about the exam(exactly!), same as what has happened to one of her daughters before. That's why I got my stupid fever! I ate 1 bijik of uphamol 500 and went back to sleep at 10pm. But hey, I woke up at 2.45 am, amd I felt the fever is gone! So ape lagi, I terus study P.Perniagaan 2 paper until 4am today. kikiki... best giler!

p/s: hope it will never happen again after this... CHEH!

I belong To Me - Jessica Simpsons

I belong to me
Ohh yeah
Ohh

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you

It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

[Chorus:]
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one, not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in baby
That who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I don't want to be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give all my love
But I'm not giving up my soul

[Chorus:]
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one, not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

Love don't mean changing who you are
To be who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

Ohhh

[Chorus:]
I belong to me (I belong to me)
I don't belong to you (Don't belong to you)
My heart is my possession (Oh, baby)
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one, not half of two (One, not half of two)
And if you're gonna love me (If you're gonna love me)
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

Well... Here goes...

Salam to all...
Well, since eveything turns out, at least, 'okay' for now, the thing that I'm focusing right now, is the STPM!!! God, help me!!...

Dah nak exam, tapi MACAM2 MASALAH!!!

Salam to all readers...

1: Fuh... kali nie memang bengang glew ar... dah nak exam, tapi macam2 mslh. Ada orang nak cari gado la, touching2 la, ape la... macam2 lagi. ntah, I also don't know what the hell is bothering their mind! Tue la, when seseorang x dapat berfikir secara matang, mcm2 bleh jadi. But still, i keep sabar all the time. I don't know when I will I blow up, cos' I don't want to... But 'till when it'll becoming worse, I'll show THE REAL ME! I keep hiding my other self for a long time....

2: My heart felt like hell when my '2 years-history' just did happened for the last few days; which is somebody wants to cari gado dengan I. Why does this thing have to happen to me? I don't know, actually, but still what I feel now is God wants to show something to me. I don't know what is it, but still I can feel it. Right now, actually, I felt so terrible...

3: Sometimes, I don't know, why do I really love my adik angkat so much. I soo damn care about my adik angkat. I know that I always gonna support my adik angkat. I don't care anything happen to me, as long as my adik angkat is safe. I don't care what the people gonna talk about, but I know that I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH! Not only him, but all my other adik angkat too. We just like a family. I don't want anything to happen between all my 'siblings' cos' I love them soo much. Hopefully, God will listen to my heart...

I'm truly don't know what is going to happen to me next, but I always pray to God so everything is going to be okay...

Oh' ALLAH, I hope that you can hear me... I really hope that nothing bad is gonna happen to my all my family when I'm not around... Give me strength, and give me faith so I could pimpin all of them, eventhough we don't have the same blood relationship... I love them very much... Again, I really hope that YOU will listen to my doa'... Amin...

L.O.V.E...

When you feel happy towards a person;
When you feel sad and worry towards a person;
When you feel like you can't live without that person;
When you feel like you missed that person so much;
When you feel like you have to meet the person everyday;
When you pray for the person everytime;
When you feel like you have to take care of the person;

It shows that you LOVE that person soo much.

p/s: I love everyone...

Feeling down right now...

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