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Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Apa nak jadi....



Salam to all...

Hari ini saya nak sentuh sedikit tentang kekeluargaan.

Saban hari, saya memantau dalam kalangan masyarakat,
ramai yang dah membelakangkan keluarga; terutama ibu dan ayah.

Mungkinkah kerana kurang kasih sayang; Ataupun terlebih kasih sayang sehingga hilang hormat?

Apakah ibu dan ayah pada orang seperti mereka ini; adakah ibu dan ayah ini hanya beban bagi mereka@kawan, ataupun permata yang harus dijaga, dicintai dan dikasihi kerana ianya tiada ganti?

Kalau nak kata kurang bimbingan agama, rasanya tak mungkin. Tak cukup bimbingan agama dari rumah, di sekolah juga ada mengajar tentang ilmu agama.

Zaman teknologi sekarang; nak telefon bimbit, ayah belikan. Nak laptop, ibu sanggup gadaikan harta semata-mata nak beli sebiji.

Nak kebebasan berkawan, ayah dan ibu berikan.

Dah nampak, diri itu ditatang bagai minyak yang penuh, tapi kenapa berperagai seperti orang yang tidak berperasaan?

Dimana silapnya?

Nak kata 'kurang pandai', dah diberikan pendidikan di sekolah.

Apa sebenarnya yang berlaku?

Kenapa sampai sanggup biadap dengan ibu dan ayah?

Apa bodoh dan hinakah ibu dan ayah?

Sedangkan binatang tahu berkasih sayang.
Sedangkan singa yang besar itu menyayangi tuannya.

Kemana hilangnya hormat pada ibu dan ayah?

Kenapa?

Apakah mereka ini sudah hebat sangat? Apa mereka ini sudah pandai sangat kah? Apa mereka ini sudah besar sangat kah?
Sehingga boleh bertepuk tangan dan gembira selepas menjatuhkan air muka ibu dan ayah...
Puas hati, kan?

"Aku lah lelaki yang paling handsome!/Aku lah perempuan yang paling cantik! Akulah yang paling pandai! Akulah yang paling hebat! Aku lah segala-galanya"

Kalau dengan adik-beradik pun tak hormat, apatah lagi dengan ibu dan ayah...

Lupa dosa dan pahala

Hilangnya kesan bimbingan agama...

Lupa segala pengorbanan ibu dan ayah...

Lupa ibu dan ayah dah tua...

Lupa siapa diri itu...

Lupa segala-galanya...

Alangkah hinanya manusia-manusia sebegini...
Lebih hina daripada babi...

Kebodohan dan kebangangannya terserlah...

Mereka hanya memikirkan perasaan mereka, tapi ada mereka fikirkan perasaan ibu dan ayah; ibu yang mengandungkan dan melahirkan dengan penuh rasa sakit, seperti nak tercabut nyawa; ayah yang penat mencari rezeki bagi bagi kehidupan keluarga biar mewah walaupun sedikit; ibu dan ayah jaga mereka dari kecil, tanpa rasa jemu melayan kerenah mereka;
dan pelbagai lagi pengorbanan ibu dan ayah...

Asal dapat puaskan hati orang seperti mereka ini, mulalah nak tunjukkan, kononnya "aku sayang ibu dan ayah"; bila kena marah atau pun tak dapat puaskan hati, mula lah nak tunjukkan "akulah yang paling pandai! akulah yang paling hebat! akulah segala2nya!" "Kalau aku tak melawan cakap ibu dan ayah, bodoh lah aku kalau macam tu!"

Ini dia, anak-anak yang tak tahu mengenang budi...

Ini dia, anak-anak yang tak ada hati perut...

Ini dia, anak-anak yang dah hilang hormat, kasih, dan sayang...

Ini dia, anak-anak derhaka...

"Aku peduli apa? Janji aku senang, janji hati aku puas. Kubur lain-lain. Apa ada hal?"

Kata-kata sebegini sememangnya, guarantee terpacul pada mulut mereka.

Bilalah mereka nak berubah...

Allah berfirman dan bermaksud: "Dan Tuhanmu telah memerintah supaya kamu jangan menyembah selain Dia dan hendaklah kamu berbuat baik kepada kedua ibu bapa kamu sebaik-baiknya, apabila salah seorang daripada keduanya atau kedua-duanya sampai berumur lanjut dalam peliharaanmu." (Surah Al-Isra', ayat 23)

p/s: Insaflah, wahai teman-temanku...

Saturday, January 22, 2011

It's only a dream; But it felt real...

His name is Michael Myers.
He's the killer from the Halloween series.
He came to my dream and tried to kill me.
Well... I escaped.

Salam to all...

Well, regarding to this story, last night, I watched Halloween:H20 at AXN HD. So, since I'm so curious about this series, I managed to find the plot synopsis for all the 8 movies of the Halloween series.

After read, I just fall asleep...

I don't remember much about the dream, but yet, I remembered that it happened: 1: in my flat/house area; 2. in a campus area. the place is kinda old and creepy though....

1st scene (flat/apartment):

I was with a friend that night. I don't remember how it happened, but I remember that I saw him holding a kitchen knife sitting at a chair. My friend and I managed to hide and took a peek at him (he's at the other apartment block). Unluckily, he saw me and my friend. I don't remember how we escaped, but in the dream, we end up fighting the killer in a dark, creepy area, somewhere at an old park. At this scene, my friend and I struggled and managed to kill him and cut his head off with his own kitchen knife. I don't remember who's the guy (my friend whose being with me), but I think it was Shaqimi (Qimi) from UNiSEL. =P. By the time we killed him, I could felt that he's going to live again someday...

2nd scene (school area):

I don't remember how, but Qimi again was with me at this scene. It's a long story, but I'll make it short. As a summary, at first, I was suppose to have an interview with the lectures from the campus. I remembered the interviewer is a lady. Well, in this scene, more people came into my dream, including Nida Dayana (my junior from UNiSEL). She also took the interview, but not for long. She said the interview was easy. Cheh...

Back to the dark story; the interviewer ask me about something. I don't remember what is it, but I do remember that I said to her, "Kampus ni memang creepy sikit. Even lecture saya pun pernah pesan, jangan lalu kat kampus waktu malam..." some sort like this. Then, she took me to another side of the campus building. OMG... I came across the creepy park (where my friend and I killed the killer). I don't know how I went there (It's a dream, right. Sometimes you could jump to other places without knowing).

But then, I saw Michael Myer body had been removed just right next to a tree in at the park. The interviewer's gone. Suddenly, he woke up. At that time I thought, "OMG, I thought I killed him and separated his head from the body! How come it connected back!?" He tried to reach and kill me, but suddenly, Qimi came with an axe and hit the killer's head from the back. I screamed "Head! Head! Cut his head!" By the time Qimi pull up the axe, the killer slices Qimi's leg.I could see that he fall down with agony. Then, I tried to run away, but the killer still chasing me. Then, I remembered that Qimi managed to catch the killer from the back. He shouted "Run! You'll be safe!" I could saw Qimi being stabbed by the killer, but I couldn't do anything. Then, I just keep running down the long trail. I saw a dog ran towards me, but still, I don't understand; what's with the dog?.

...

Then I woke up from the dream. My heart beat so fast. My leg feel so tired. Oh my... what a dream...

p/s: Maybe the story has a little different from my dream, but it happened the same as the story. The end... is it?

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Oh, man... :'(

Salam to all...

*Acchhooooo! Uhukuhuk(cough)! Haiya... Next Monday, I'll be sitting for the Final Exam for my 2nd semester, but now, I'm having a fever... Ouch... Can't sleep... Tired... It all began with my blowing-mad-crazy temper to someone. Hurm... I'd never realized that the 'someone' did this to me. I was so tired & sick & busy, but still, that 'someone' is kinda toy me. I hate it. Nowadays, it seems that I could easily get angry+temper like crazy. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I'm too pressured nowadays (final exams, family, my life, etc...) hurm... Seriously, I'm tired already... hurm....

p/s HELP!!!

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